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When I started loving myself

As I began to love myself I found that anguish and emotional suffering are only warning signs that I was living against my own truth. Today, I know this is "AUTHENTICITY" As I began to love myself I understood how much it can offend somebody as I try to force my desires on this person, even though I knew the time was not right and the person was not ready for it, and even though this person was me. Today I call it "RESPECT"

08 May 2014, 05:30 AM
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I think of you every second, my heart beats for you.

I keep myself busy with work, with new people... I try everything I can , but it can't stop me thinking about you... Before I go to bed, in the middle of the night, in the morning when I wake up, I constantly think of you.. I think of our good memory. I think of every scene that we had.. I miss you so bad... I want to be in your arms, I want to get close to you.

06 May 2014, 02:25 AM
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I will not give up loving you

I love you. But you never give me a fair chance. It's unfair to me. It hurts me a lot. I am in love with you every day. More and more.... I try many things to act like living better without you. To act I dont love you any more in front of you and to show my esteem in front you is so difficult to me. I will let you enjoy being with other girl. Because I love you. Because I have to... And I will not give up loving you.

11 March 2014, 11:53 AM
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I love you

I do not want to find any reasons to think if I love you or not. I just want to love you and you are the only one that I feel love. I do not want to say there is an emptyness in my heart to fill. I dont care why do I love you. I just want to love you. And you dont love me. Because I dont love myself... Is it right?

06 February 2014, 10:29 AM
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Love confession

Sorry I was selfish this time, that I confessed to you that I Love You. There is nothing wrong to express one's true feeling. I do not want to make you feel uncomfortable. I want you to know that being loved is a beautiful thing and I want you to feel happy to know someone is loving you. I really hope we can be a good friend together forever. I love you but I do not want to possess you. Please accept my love.

30 January 2014, 03:55 PM
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I believe we can be a good match couple

I believe that I will not lose you as I believe that I will not leave you and I will not let you leave me. Even though you have someone in your mind to be your gf other than me now. I don't get jealous as I know what do I need to do to be better to you and I believe we will be a good match couple one day. I believe in this possibility is gonna happen!

25 January 2014, 02:59 PM
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Because I Love You

I love you. I want to say this to you every day. Because I love you so I become jealous to the girl you speak with more than with me. Because I love you so I think about you every minute even when I am doing yoga… I almost cried during the yoga. Because I love you so I am willing to do anything for you, just want to see your smile face. Because I love you so I am losing the judgment of good and not good. Because I love you so I start to think about or do something most people don’t understand...

18 January 2014, 12:56 PM
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Ava is a Tree

Ava is a big tree under the sun. She absorbs energy as much as she can from the sun so that her shade can be big enough for the one she loves. She will keep trying to give her love juice to her love. I love you. I want to be with you every second. Please accept my loyalty.

18 January 2014, 09:27 AM
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