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I want a man.

I want a guy who is stern. I want a guy who know's what he wants. I want a guy who want's what's in my best interest. I want a guy who tells me no. I want a guy who says I can and cannot do things. I want a guy who will push me up against a wall when I'm out of line, yell at me, tell me how stupid I'm being and then kiss me hard and tell me he loves me. I want a guy who protects me. I want a guy who guides me on a good path. I want a guy who can be sweet and show me his emotions. I want a guy...

25 March 2015, 09:48 AM
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Phone sex.

I'm inlove with a guy who lives in England. Last night we were watching a movie online together and he asked if he could call me. We quickly got too distracted by each other to even finish the movie. We started getting flirty, well he did.. and it escalated heavily into phone sex. It was my first experience with this. I was nervous and shy and didn't really know what to say so he did most of the talking. He told me all the things he wants to do with me.. to me. He got my passion running high ...

25 March 2015, 07:09 AM
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No remorse.

A few months back I got a text from my friends roommate who lives down the street from me. He asked what's up and I told him I was stressed and dying for a smoke. He said he quit and had half a pack left still and that I could come over and get one and hangout. It was about 2am. I messaged my friends mom on facebook to make sure she knew I was coming over since it was her house and we were close.. or so I thought. I walked over and went to see my old pet snake I had given to my friend. His ro...

24 March 2015, 02:21 AM
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Last night I had a dream about you...

I had a dream about you... It started with me sitting on the couch, talking on the phone with my mom. You walked over to me and as you stood behind me at the back of the couch, you started playing with my hair and kissing my neck. Your caresses instantly got my passion stirring and you leaned over to kiss me. I was distracted and started fumbling my words while trying to talk to my mom. you thought this was funny and started chuckling. Your hands were roaming my body now. Rubbing my chest wit...

23 March 2015, 10:49 PM
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Best friend, enemy or lover?

We've been best friends for 8 years. We've seen each other go through relationships, break-ups, vented to each other about our crushes, who we wanted to fuck, who we fucked.. In the utmost vivid of detail.. About 6 months ago I broke up with my boyfriend of 1 year. I was seeing this guy who lived in a city about an hour and a half bus ride away. My best friend lived in the same city so one night I decided to go see him after spending the night at the guy who I was seeing's house. We went back...

23 March 2015, 10:20 PM
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Introduction I guess.

I am a 19 year old girl living in Vancouver city, British Columbia, Canada. I was always reserved, shy, I guess you can say I was a late bloomer when it came to intimacy. My downward spiral from too-nice pushover to sex craved, drug thirsty, boy manipulating rebel began last year. I'm aware of who I've become. I've lost basically all my friends and anyone I could confide in. I've become cynical. I guess this is where I will tell my story.

23 March 2015, 10:28 AM
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My dysfunctional family.

I don't even know where to start really so I will start with my brother. He's 24 years old. His current whereabouts are somewhere in Alberta, Canada. He is in a psychiatric ward where the crazy fuck belongs. He was always a bit psychotic even at a young age.. He would hurt animals, me and lie through his teeth. He once put a cat in a garbage bag, tied it and threw it off a bridge into a fast moving river. He broke my cats legs and would make it drink excessive amounts of alcohol. My brother ...

23 March 2015, 10:24 AM
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Me in a nutshell.

Me? Well me, I inherited my parents parasitic disease called addiction. I get easily addicted to anything. From something as small as music, to drugs, to sex. I drag people down with me because I have co-dependency problems. I've lied and used people to my own personal benefits. I guess it's my fathers traits. All I want is love but it doesn't exist. All in all I am a toxic human being.

23 March 2015, 10:21 AM
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