One year later

Hey. I haven't updated you guys in almost a year. 1 year! What?! Many things have happened. Liam just got into a relationship, and I´m actually happy for him. They are sweet together, and I just wish the best for him. As you can tell I'm not in love with him anymore, and it feels so good to say that. Perhaps, for about 1-2 months ago, I met a new guy. A guy that has totally changed me in a way. His name is Nate, and he is truly amazing. He looks good, he's tall, funny, but the most important ...

06 September 2015, 01:43 PM
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This is so damn hard

So yesterday, at night, I talked with Liam. I was just outside in the neighborhood with my friend. Then me and Liam decided that i should go to him. So I did. We haven't really been together alone. We haven't really been friends at all. So it was kind of awkward when i came. But he was so beautiful. I remember my heart was beating so fast. Isn't that a sign? That I'm not over this boy yet? I wasnt at his house for a long time. I can't exactly tell here what happened. There's so much, but he ...

26 October 2014, 03:45 PM
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Tell me how I feel

Please help me. How can I really find out what I feel for Liam? We do not talk, we do not see each other, but when I think about him, I stay awake for so long just thinking about all that happened. All the butterflies in my stomach, all the tears I cried for him, all the smiles i putted on my face because of him. To be honest, I really don't wanna think about this boy anymore. I wish somebody just could take this pain away. But your first love, you will always remember him. Right? So maybe a...

18 October 2014, 12:27 AM
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I wish

I wish that I will be happy one day. It's not that I'm not happy, but I really want someone to love me as much as I loved Liam. Or as much as i still love him. I don't know, but I know that I still miss Liam so much. It was nothing "me and Liam", but i really miss him. He's one year younger than me, so he is actually 15 years old, but I promise you, he looks so much older than he is. This was just a little bit update from me. If someone wanna talk to me, let me know :)

15 October 2014, 08:31 PM
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Long time

Hey guys. I haven't been updating here for a long time now. There hasn't been so much going on lately. I've been busy with school and stuff. I have had some time thinking, and I am pretty sure about one thing. I'm not going to tell Christian about the fact that I was falling in love with him. I found out that I'm not in love with him. I care about him so much, but just as a friend. And I really want it to stay that way! I'm so happy right now and it's so lovely to be happy! I'll talk to guys...

27 September 2014, 06:29 PM
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Two guys

So there is two guys I've talked about. The first one that I'll always care about. That guy who has changed my life so much, but hurted me so bad too.. His name is Liam. The other one who is so amazing, my friend, his name is Christian. I think it will be easier for you to understand who I'm talking about if I'm writing their names. So yeah, thats it. Talk to you guys later!

21 September 2014, 09:53 PM
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<3

18 September 2014, 10:05 PM
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He makes me feel ....

I feel special, because he makes me feel that way. I said I didn't knew how I feel about him, but I still don't. When I think about him I get some weird kind of butterflies. Is that because I like him? Or just because I'm not sure? I really wanna tell him this. That I'm afraid of getting strong feelings for him, but I feel like that will ruin so much of our friendship. Should I tell him? Sometimes I think that maybe he has some kind of feelings for me too, but then I think again. He has a gi...

18 September 2014, 09:45 PM
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How do I feel?

How do I feel? That's a question I keep asking myself. As I said earlier, I'll always care about that boy, but I think it's time to move on. The problem now is that I'm so afraid of falling for the wrong person. There's a guy in my class who is pretty amazing. He's personality is unbelievable. Me and him just became so good friends, and I'm so grateful for having him in my life. I've known him for many years, but we haven't been that close until now. I keep saying to myself that we're just ...

16 September 2014, 09:02 PM
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This boy

This boy. I don't know how to start. He has totally changed my life in a way I can't even describe. I don't know how, but he just did. I did not knew the first day I saw him that all this was going to happen. Like, I don't know what I did to make him hate me. He is saying that he don't hate me, but I know he is lying. If he wasn't hating me, he wouldn't had said all those bad words, and do all this to me. This boy has that kind of look in his eyes that every girl will melt for. That kind of...

12 September 2014, 11:05 PM
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Weekend

It's finally weekend!! I'm looking so forward to just have fun with my friends, and just chill at home. It's so lovely to do nothing sometimes

12 September 2014, 02:58 PM
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Girl from Norway

Probably no one is going to see my "diary", but if someone does, hey :) I'm a 16 year old girl from Norway. I will be posting my thoughts, what I'm feeling, and just if something happens. Sometimes private, but most of the times public. Maybe some of you feel the same or have been in the same situation. I will not say who I am because I feel right now that I'm gonna be anonymous for a while. It's 11.55 pm here in Norway now, so i have to go to bed soon. Sweet dreams!

11 September 2014, 10:55 PM
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