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Plan

As you know I'm not that kind of girl, that since when they are kids, dream about love, wedding, children. Truly, now I don't know what i want exactly, but i would like to love, marry and have kids (or not). And as I like to have everything under control, so here is my plan. I want to have 3 kids (2 boys, 1 girl), and i want to have 1st at the age of 30. That means i must get pregnant when I'm 29. I want to be married 2 years befor that, so i must get married at 27. I want to date my man 2...

21 April 2015, 07:36 PM
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Do you believe in signs?

I’m a kind of an atheist, and I must not believe in such things, but I do believe in signs. I mean that maybe that there are thing that are mean to happen. I don’t say that there is somebody sitting in the skies and controlling our lives. Of course no. I thing that every our step brings us to something , that wouldn’t happen if we did something in another way. Did u got me? Today, after shopping, I got home in 47th bus. I never used that one before, and the road was new to me, and a little st...

04 April 2015, 06:26 PM
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This is it

When we are 13, we know what we want to do during all our life, and we want to grow up sooner, to get it. NEWS. I have problem. I don’t know who I want to be, I don’t want do I want to be or not? There is nothing I want to du during the rest of my life. I tried every-fucking-thing, tests, books, personal researches, but no result. What I love? M, let me think. I love movies, cooking, sleeping,,, According to books I must do something I really like. Lets start from movies. I'm not ar...

01 April 2015, 07:27 PM
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Boredom

i would like to tell you that my life is so interesting, that i cant find a few minutes to write down about it. But i dont want to lie. i do the same things everyday, eat the same thing, see the same people, its sucks, but what can i do? in fact there are a lot of things i can do, but there are a lot of BUT-s. Mostly that BUT is the fact that i'm lazy, very lazy. Dear Cosmos, (not god, i don't belive) please send me a sign, how to live on? i need something that will wake me up in the morn...

16 March 2015, 06:19 PM
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Freedom

Life was never this beautiful during last 7months. It is such happiness to be unemployment. But I think "unemployment" is not the right word to describe my position...the right word is FREE. I have never sewn such a sunny day for a long time. Why? I was at work all the time. Had only one day off, and I was spending it in bed. I haven't seen out street so alive. When I'm leaving there are max 10 people around, when I'm back, the same. The only thing I'm sorry for , are money. I will miss th...

08 February 2015, 11:08 AM
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Relax

I have been waiting for this moment for such a long time. I'm on holiday, already four days, but i'm totally relaxed. I have watched movies, read book, drunk a lot of tea and finally slept a lot. I spand nearly whole day in my bed, and i missed this so much. When i think about that less than a week i will be back to work , i'm feeling stress. I think this is going to be my last month at work. thanks

03 January 2015, 05:38 PM
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New Begining

It's seems like to be a good start for new year. There is a tradition in our nation, put a coin into a food, and a person who gets it , will be lucky in coming year. This year it was me, and hope it will aprrose my expections. Have a lot of plans for this year, hope to do most part of them thanks happy new year

31 December 2014, 09:14 PM
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2015

What will bring me 2015 ? It's the only thing i think about... Maybe, or not

29 December 2014, 06:23 PM
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You

Have you ever have a felling like this, when you think, you don't love that person anymore, and even think , that you've never loved him before. And suddenly, when you are watching his photos, you realise that you still feel something to him, even maybe stronger than before. You can't stop thinking about him, even if you have someone, who you like. It that real feeling, or that's just imaginary feeling... hard to find out

13 December 2014, 01:44 PM
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GUN

Cant forget todays accasion. I was having lunch at Mr Gyros with my friand Am, and i had a meeting for today, so i came out to make a call about that, and when i was coming back in, some boys we co.ing out arguing. And one of them put a GUN out of his pants and i was shocked. It was the forst time i saw a real gun for real. I was shocked but as i havent heard a shot, i calmed, and soon forgot about it. But during a day i caught myself on thinkink that gun. Why all the problems are solved in t...

11 November 2014, 07:10 PM
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L!fe

I think my life is perfect now. I have a great work, good friends, lovely TV shows, and what i need else? Summer is going to end and my life is going to be full. Lessons, friends, work, friends, TV shows, sleep... great yea??? Maybe only on thing is missing,you know what, but i don't want to hurry... That can wait...

25 August 2014, 03:53 PM
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Snow in March

it's march 30. this winter we haven't seen as much snow as today. this week there were days, it was +20C, and today was -5C, WHT? but i enjoyed it, hot coffee/nesquik , big sweater, book, and snow... nearly the hole day i spent in bed, and it was <<legen wait for it daren>>... and also lessons for tomorrow where canceled, so i have a chance to have a nice day like today tomorrow ...

30 March 2014, 08:58 PM
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sucks

hate this life, its so boring, always the same thing, less love, less emotions, more anger, more lies... its not fair... maybe one day i will think differnet, but now i just want to go into my movies or books and never be back

30 March 2014, 08:55 PM
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Braind

today i'm going to a lecture about marketing. i'm so excited, i like marketing, i like that lecturer, and i hope it will be just like i imagined

15 March 2014, 07:11 AM
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i'm walking on air

i was looking out of the window, i was breathing fresh winter air, suddenly the cold, fresh air reminded me of something, somebody, but i don't know what, or who...

01 February 2014, 06:35 PM
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18 Birthday

yesterday was my birthday, 18th, and i went to pool with my friend, we have a lot of fun there, get crazy, then went to one of my friends house,get ready for the party,,, at 7 pm we were at club, where were waiting 3 more friends (all we are 8) and then we drank, eat, danced ... i got a lot of good gifts, also get a cake like a MINION , and so on, i am pleased,,, like the day

14 August 2013, 10:07 AM
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past is past

dont know why but only today i understud that im still living in past, i still look for past inthe streets, in the windows, and im still not happy... maybe the day when i start live in present i will finally happy/................

17 April 2013, 02:40 PM
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11.03.13

Хочу как было прежде- Только мы с тобой, Бродили по улицам вместе Не думая ни о чем... Не хочу как было прежде: Я потерял тебя, Хочу как было во сне Лучше чем когда... Хочу что б ты чувствовал то же Что я чувствую Когда вижу я тебя, Даже с далека... Хочу что б было классно, Было о чем говорить, Не смотрели бы на друг друга Думая о чем говорить... Уже многое прошло Как потерял я тебя, Но до сих пор люблю тебя, Даже больше чем тогда...

12 March 2013, 07:56 PM
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Grandpa

Today early in the morning at 7.57 we got a call to home, it was my uncle's wife, and she said that my grandpa Harut is dead... mother took the telephone and when she said what's up i was shocked...i wanted to cry to become better but i couldn't. i heard my sisters cry under the pillow , and tried to cry but i wasn't able...usually i can cry when i want, but this time when i just need it, i couldn't ...my heart and all my body become compressed i felt worse and worse ... and then i suddenly ...

02 January 2013, 09:14 AM
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2013

Today is a new year, new day and new life...as the days me too, i'm not the same as i was yesterday...today i feel more happy and pretty...i'm just happy...13 is good number for me, i was born in 13 , i live in 13 and i just like 13...as not everyday yesterday i was happy, without any reason, and when dropped 00.00 i was awesome, also i liked my look, i was looking like bitch but i liked it ...and than mother brings our annual dish QYUFTA (which includes coin, and who gets it, it means it wi...

01 January 2013, 07:34 AM
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