Four years.

It has been four years since I have been on this website. Honestly, I forgot about this completely. Imagine where I could've gotten if I wrote continuously. Could've wrote about my journey through, high school, the time I moved with my grandma, the time I signed my life away to the government for school. Oh yeah, I'm in the army now and I'm not 15 years old anymore. I'm 20 going on 21 in 8 more months. Boy, does life pass by. My grandpa passed away within these four years, so did my uncle in ...

21 April 2019, 08:00 AM
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I Maybe Different

I maybe different, but I am me, and nobody can change that but me. You maybe different but you are you. I can't change that and nobody else should either. We maybe different, but we are us and nobody else should try to change us, because we are. I, you, us. I maybe different. You maybe different. We're maybe different. But I am me. You are you. And we are us.

26 August 2015, 02:12 PM
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I Never Thought

People say I maybe suicidal, but what if they're right. Because sometimes I think I may be. I think about it sometimes, but I never thought it would be so easy to do. I couldn't keep away from you so I thought I did what was best, love you. I tried to show you how I felt, why wouldn't you let me in. I seen you bleeding but you wouldn't let me help you. I wanted to help you but death beat me to you. Death was being selfish, death didn't want me to have you. I wanted you but you left me to t...

21 October 2014, 02:07 AM
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I Am Afraid

This was inspired by my favorite rapper Childish Gambino. I love him as a person (never met him, so I don't really know) and a rapper, although he says he never wanted to be one. This will start now: I'm afraid what people may think of me tomorrow. I'm. afraid that my father will die before I graduate high school. I am afraid of dying tomorrow. I am afraid of dying young. I am afraid to have children. I'm afraid of having sex. I am afraid of meeting someone who will love me for me, scars to...

21 October 2014, 01:30 AM
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Ughhh!

I'm really starting to hate instagram, why do followers have to be so extra? I just want you to like my pictures. I have 170 followers and 97 ghost followers!!!! I only get 13 or 7 likes on each photo, so it seems. But my most likes ever was 19! Like come on!!! What happen to the rest of the 73 people that are actually supposed to like my photos. Sad face :( . I'm at least suppose to have 73 likes or more. Maybe I'm too weird for them so no one wants to like my pics. Curse all of them. No, I ...

16 October 2014, 11:10 PM
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Gained a Follower

Gained a follower, I hope my new follower sees this. If you are reading this please don't unfollow. I'll just think you see what I write all the time, hopefully. My teacher did a terrible thing today. She made us write a poem and read it out loud to the class. I like writing poems, but they can get depressing. I don't think my classmates should know how depressed I can get sometimes. But you can, because so far I do not know you. Your anonymous.

14 October 2014, 12:39 AM
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I'm now 16.

Techinally yesterday was my birthday, but it's only been 16-24 hours that I've been 16 now. My dad didn't say happy birthday to me in the morning, because according to him I didn't turn 16 until 3:45 p.m. Since on Saturday, October 10th, 1998 I was born 3:45 in the afternoon, sucks. What was wrong with me, why did I wait so long? Lol, who knows. But I had a couple friends that didn't say happy birthday to me, which means they aren't my true friends. Those jerks. My dad bought my an Lg Optimus...

11 October 2014, 05:07 PM
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I laugh at Personal.

It's not personal if it's already out in the world. If it was really personal I'm sure you would've kept it to yourself, prevent it from anyone who wants that information. It's personal if you don't want anyone to know, but it doesn't have to be personal if you tell the world first. Let's make it easy, it isn't personal until it's out there. If it's out there, it's not personal. I hope you understand where I'm coming from, because I don't want this to be personal. ;)

07 October 2014, 12:48 AM
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Not What it Seems

Everything is not what it seems. Your friends are really your enemies and your enemies are your friends. Your family are complete strangers and the complete strangers are your family. Do you even know who you are when you look in the mirror. Because sometimes when I look in the mirror I see a girl confused about herself. I see a girl that says she doesn't care about what people say or think, but wonder what they say or think about her. What do you see when you look in the mirror? Do you know ...

05 October 2014, 10:43 PM
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Birthday is coming.

You know who your real friends are. My birthday is in 7 days. I'm not expecting anything from my "friends", but they will expect it from me. All I can give them for their birthdays is my friendship just like they give me their friendship for my birthday every year and I appreciate it, but I'd like something else too like Idk a gift, lol. Friends, you got to love them to deal with them, right?

04 October 2014, 01:21 AM
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Get Real.

Let's Get Real we all know this is a diary,but it isn't because not a lot of people are comfortable with spilling their secrets to everyone in the whole world. But we all know spilling our secrets to people we don't know is way much easier than spilling our secrets to people we do know. And you can't say that isn't true, because it is true.

04 October 2014, 01:09 AM
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