Moving out??

Once again I'm thinking of moving out. That would mean paying my own rent, cooking my own food and paying my own utility. My expenses..phone, clothes and entertainment. That's a lot of money. But I honestly want to have that life away from home that I have always dream of. What is it like to be on your own. I need a stable job to guarantee I won't be running back home bc I suddenly won't be able to afford everythng. Is going away for college really the answer? Is it wise to move out? ...

09 March 2015, 06:16 AM
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Deep Breath and Move On

wrote the mentor at an organization that I was terminated from. It's been 3 years since that day and I can't stop feeling regret. Now i can finally say...doesn't matter what he replies back or doesn't reply at all..I am am happy to just be able to express myself . It was good times...and those times will be in my memory. The good, the bad, the ugly..and the inspirational moments. :)

03 March 2015, 06:41 PM
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Empty

Felling empty...something is missing but I don't know what...something is not right but I don't know what...my inner self is telling me that things aren't right, but I don't know what to fix. What is wrong? Am I not with the right person? Or do I just need to fly away on my own for a while. How come this feeling of emptiness is still present...maybe I was running away from the real problem, only to have it catch up to me once I start to slow down. Maybe the problem is me...what do I do w...

30 August 2014, 09:58 PM
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Finding yourself and finding happiness

It has been a month since things have ended, and it as been about 3 weeks since I we had last seen we went to old town. I thought I'd be happy getting out of the relationship and being with someone who has the characters I wanted in a guy. Yet...here I am writing on Diary.com again. I think I need to find my own things to do to keep me satisfied. I have always wanted to go hiking and do a bunch of things. I see other people going to a bunch of different places and I want to do the same. ...

30 August 2014, 09:53 PM
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Lying is not OK: If your friend lies to you — whether it's about who she is, her job, her family, or other aspects of her life, get out now. There are a surprisingly high number of liars in the world, and if a friend can't be honest about who they are with you, they have bigger mental health issues than just lying. Liars need people in their life who will listen to their stories, and a friend in this instance is just someone who will listen to and believe their stories. But that's not a real ...

20 July 2014, 08:44 PM
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I think about this..but haven't really taken it in

18 July 2014, 10:05 PM
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This is where I need to be right now and just cry and think

18 July 2014, 10:04 PM
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Lost

Today, I have lost my will to speak my mind. I found out I have 15 out of 50 points for my communication class. I am not sad nor am I disappointed, but I wondering how strong is my will to succeed? If I am not trying my best now in these easy classes, how will I try my best later on at more complicated things. Then it brings me to the question of whether I am going in the right path. I find that I have trouble focusing and this is because other things catch my attention that are non-relat...

18 July 2014, 10:02 PM
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Goals, purpose and riches.

Sticking to your effort to make this world better will eventually point you in the right direction. Worrying about being rich will not get you as far as you envision because you will run out of reason...but when you want to help others and make a difference, you will always have ideas that other people respect and will support. This will get you as far as you want to go.

16 July 2014, 10:51 PM
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Success: Am I doing enough?

I am at work again. I dropped my Calc class to enjoy my summer. My days go like this...I wake up, eat while watching a movie (of course that movie would be more than an hour long) and then watch that movie till it ends. If I am not working and Kenny is working I will clean my room..which is done, so i will clean my house. This sounds good, but it takes me forever because I don't focus and before I know it Kenny is calling me telling me to come pick him up...if I do then I'd be out for abo...

16 July 2014, 08:46 PM
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My children

If I was to explain to my children what climate change is and why should they care how would I be able to do it? If I can do this successfully I believe I can help many people understand the situation better 

14 July 2014, 02:39 AM
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Rant

I think that there is a lot of things I want to know…but I can’t get to all of it. I also have so many questions and I fear that the most important question I have is who will I become. What is out there that is really for me. I am beginning to be more interested in agriculture. I honestly do not know much about it but I have a clue that it involves feeding humans…that is a very simple term to describe it. When I think of agriculture I think of fields of farmlands. How do people maintai...

14 July 2014, 02:38 AM
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Living without $$$$

Sometimes I am so caught up with making money that I forget who I want to be. We are expose from all sources - people, media and advertisements - of materialistic goods that we forget what life is really about...and what our basic needs are. Wanting to live sustainably is one thing, but striving to make it happen is another. I am constantly stressing out about not having money and forgetting that my ideal world would be one where no one has to worry about making that mula. If things were ...

13 July 2014, 10:24 PM
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Working

Here I am again, working at the guest services...doing a no brainer job. My new goal is to get citizenship so that I can open up my opportunities to government internships. I have to start somewhere right? Let's start with a citizenship!

13 July 2014, 08:24 PM
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