Why Don't You Love Me? © Sarah Cote mommy, mommy, don't let me go. I wanna see the world and know everything you know. I wanna see the world the way it is today. I wanna see the world before it goes away. one day, I may very well cure a disease. please don't keep, this dream from me. I want a chance to breath the air. I want a chance, now mommy, this isn't fair. I want to feel love, sadness, and hate. I want my own name, life, and fate. I don't ask for much, just to survive.
I love Baby Bunchoy!
It makes me sad whenever I hear stories of abortion. How could those women do it to their precious little ones? I may not know what they are going through but still I believe that killing their own babies will never be the solution to their problems. I'm so excited to have my Baby Bunchoy soon. However, knowing that so many babies wouldn't be able to see the world and experience life truly breaks my heart. If only I could carry all of them in my womb, I would just to save them.
Happy 23rd week Baby Bunchoy!
Today, is the 23rd week of Baby Bunchoy's residency in my tummy! Thank God! Every waking day with Baby Bunchoy and Daddy is truly a blessing.
We want our Baby Bunchoy to know Jesus! I pray that God would make us good parents to him or her. I admit, I'm also scared of our future. Will I be able to be a good mother? I'm having mixed feelings actually. But I know, one thing is for sure Jesus promised us that He would never leave nor forsake us. He gave us Baby Bunchoy, certainly He will help us to be the parents that He wants us to be.
We don't know the gender of our baby yet but we have already prepared two names. Kyle Elijah or Elisha Adrienne. In the meantime, we call him or her BABY BUNCHOY. Bunchoy came from the Tagalog(Philippine language) word BUNSO. It means youngest child. As I'm writing this entry, I could feel my Baby Bunchoy moving in my tummy. Perhaps, he or she is happy because I'm letting other people know about him or her. We love you so much Baby Bunchoy!
It's exactly my 30th birthday today! I can't really explain the feeling of being 30 and pregnant for the first time. I feel like suddenly I have to be mature in all aspects of my life. I'm 30! I'm happy! I'm going to have a baby!
We still don't know if we're having a girl or a boy. I used to say I would like to have a daughter. But now, any gender will do. As long as he or she is healthy. Whatever God gives us, we are very much willing to accept him or her. I'm excited to have my next check-up. Then, we will find out if we would paint our nursery room pink or blue. I can't believe I'm actually having a baby soon. A lot of women out there are really doing everything and anything just to have one but to no avail. Then, ...
I can't wait for September to come. I have never been this impatient in my entire life. With arms wide open, I'm ready to welcome you my Baby Bunchoy!
I was not ready for this pregnancy but I have been dreaming of having my own baby. I just couldn't figure out when I would like to have one. Knowing I'm pregnant gives me a surreal feeling. I can't believe that this precious baby is growing inside me. I can't thank you enough Lord Jesus for allowing me to experience all of these. Please guide me all the way!