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being loved by someone I love is what I always wanted. Being with someone who cares and love you. I did felt it but its sad when you are not sure anymore for a while. Feeling of rejected and still don't want to give up that person. Its sad when everything you believe in is totally bullshit... I realize that, not all people end up with someone they really love and want. But some end up with someone they need and suited with them... I think, it is reality... :(

22 November 2013, 04:01 PM
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I'm here now

I'm here now at the university again. Here's new, I'm living in a dorm. I felt great in everything now. I know, I can do it!. HELP ME LORD!..

16 November 2013, 11:24 AM
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Nervous Excited

Oh God.... Can I do this again? Go for the target!..

18 October 2013, 11:17 AM
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Planning

So here I am, watching all this organization/essentials for college YouTube videos and feeling excited. It's like freshman again. Well, I really do excited. It's like a new beginning for me. I want this thing to work. I wanna be happy.

17 October 2013, 05:31 PM
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Feeling Excited

So, I'm going back to school. YES!, something great for me to do. Since I've been bitching about how boring my life is. Hoping for a good result about this thing. I'll be able to do something different everyday and meaningful. I also hope that I'll never do foolish things. May God Bless me.. Thank You

17 October 2013, 03:50 PM
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Internet Dating

Love life is one of most problematic thing people has to deal with. I believe love is something people feel and some eventually goes away. In my case, I just can move on. I sign up in this dating site and realizing that "it's useless". I can't love someone else right now. I want a relationship and I can't get one. :(

16 October 2013, 01:33 PM
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Earthquake

Meeting you was like an earthquake. No one expected for you to come to my life. Shaking me and making me nervous. I feel like you want to destroy me. Then I realize, you're just natural thing that comes my way... :)

15 October 2013, 04:13 PM
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Not Guilty

I'm not responsible with other people insecurities. Me myself have my own insecurities but I don't make other people suffer with my own mistakes. I'm not guilty because I think I'm a good person towards people i know.

12 October 2013, 03:24 PM
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Misunderstood

I guess being misunderstood is overrated. So what? It's not like the world ends for me. I've been good to everybody and yet I'm the bad one for some. Ironic huh?

11 October 2013, 05:02 PM
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happy-go-lucky

I've been told I'm a happy-go-lucky person. For me, it wasn't a compliment . It's like being a careless person. But as I put a lot of thinking about the word "happy-go-lucky". In a way, it is also saying that I'm a happy person. Careless and reckless is not really bad thing since we only have one life to feel happy in some ways. I like listening to pop music or some sort. I seldom listen to sad songs that make me cry sometimes. Maybe I am really a "happy-go-luck" person, and I'm glad I am... :)

11 October 2013, 03:18 PM
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Felt good

Today was different from any other day. I brought something I really worked for. I felt good about it. I maybe not as happy as before but it was just GOOD, at least. And one thing that makes me feel good, K-POP...hihihihi totally dork.

11 October 2013, 03:03 PM
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24

I want to sleep for 24 hours!

11 October 2013, 12:49 AM
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First Love

I saw him and I just feel something. It was almost 8 years ago and I can still remember his smile. I know it wasn't a love at first sight but i felt the connection. Years after that incident, he became my boyfriend/bestfriend. I tell him everything and we love each other. But maybe faith just have to be cruel to us. I think life is so cruel that we have to be separated. And now, I just don't know how to feel because of the distance. Long distance relationship do sucks!.

11 October 2013, 12:42 AM
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Confuse

One big mistake I did was going back home. I never imagined myself being at home after I graduated. That time, people told me to do this and do that. But I was actually don't know what to do. I was afraid to be a grown up. Working for rent, food and etc for me. I did work for 4 month and suddenly my mom ask me to go home. And that's how my boring life started. What I do everyday makes me weak each moment I'm here. Yes, this year was my year. I had a grant summer vacation. Traveled places with...

10 October 2013, 07:38 PM
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