the lesson of the moth

i was talking to a moth the other evening he was trying to break into an electric light bulb and fry himself on the wires why do you fellows pull this stunt i asked him because it is the conventional thing for moths or why if that had been an uncovered candle instead of an electric light bulb you would now be a small unsightly cinder have you no sense plenty of it he answered but at times we get tired of using it we get bored with the routine and crave beauty and excitement fire is beautif...

16 June 2015, 04:27 PM
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I don't know...

I feel so depressed all of a sudden. I'm just sitting here, doing nothing, and all of a sudden I feel so alone and insignificant. I'm crying, and oh do I feel horrible. I just want to curl up and die.

13 June 2015, 03:35 AM
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I surprised him.

He said to me that he thought a girl's arms were gross, covered in cuts. He said it made him so sad. He asked me if I knew why she did it. I told him why she started, and that you become addicted. I told him I know you become addicted, because I had self-harmed. Scratches, deep from my long fingernails, running up and down my arm, raised red rails.He was surprised. I told him I had been so insecure. I didn't tell him that I still was. I didn't tell him that now and again... there are more sc...

14 May 2015, 10:06 PM
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10 May 2015, 03:51 PM
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10 May 2015, 03:51 PM
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10 May 2015, 02:29 AM
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Nathan is so weird

Nathan is so weird

10 May 2015, 02:20 AM
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Don't we all just want this

But some of us are sure we'll never have it.... I don't see how anyone could love me... but I'm trying.

07 April 2015, 02:01 AM
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I love to run. I can't run fast, and I don't like when people run with me. But when I run alone, I feel so free..

03 April 2015, 05:02 PM
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I stumbled across this article. All I read was the title, and i've been crying ever since.

03 April 2015, 02:16 AM
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Tired Of It

Kaitlyn makes fun of people all the time. She makes fun of Keaton, she makes fun of me, she makes fun of Ty. But, oh, if any of us try to make fun of OUR friend Brayton, she gets all defensive. "It's not nice to make fun of people! It hurts is feelings! I'm tired of it." Luckily I have friends who stand up for me for real reasons. Ty, "Brayton's a big boy. If I'm hurting his feelings, he can tell me. He doesn't need you to stand up for him all the time." Aubree, "Well, what about you making...

02 April 2015, 09:44 PM
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People in gym, 50 to 100 pounds lighter than I are all like "I'M TOO FAT FOR THIS." And I'm like, "Seriously? I weigh a lot more than you, and I can still touch my toes without bending my knees. I still can jog the 3 minutes we have to do, I can still run the bases and up and down the court. So shut the fluck up."

01 April 2015, 01:53 AM
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He talks about this other girl... I just want to push him away.

01 April 2015, 01:51 AM
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if you were a boy

I've gotten this statement twice this month, all about boys trying to hurt me. What nice people. First was St. Patrick's and I pinched Koleton because he wasn't wearing green. He's like, "If you were a boy, I'd punch you." Cole turned it into "if you were a boy I'd date you." Second was the whole "frustrating a sixth grader enough that he knees me in the crotch then remembers I'm a girl and is like 'If you were a boy I'd do that a lot' That awkward son of a biscuit. Oh and someone else tried ...

31 March 2015, 03:24 AM
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6th Graders Are Messed Up

So at least I'm on good terms with that sixth grader I elbowed in the face. Too bad he's super awkward. We're chilling, playing basketball again. His ball, and he doesn't have room to dribble. He's got one of his legs between mine and he suddenly lifts his leg up, hard. He did it again. He must've then remembered that he was playing against a girl, and this had no effect on me. He smiles, "if you were a boy I'd do that a lot." Well then..

31 March 2015, 03:18 AM
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So there's African Americans. Why don't we call people of European decent European Americans...? Isn't it just right?

26 March 2015, 11:13 PM
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Today I found out I elbowed a sixth grader in the face and gave him a fat lip. I am a horrible person. :(

26 March 2015, 07:39 PM
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people nicer around me

There's a boy in seventh grade who is known for his perverted little mind, sex jokes, racist jokes as well as many things. But, to me, he is just the sweetest little thing! To me, he shows this other side. He smiles and waves to me in the hall. Today I fell playing basketball, and he was the the only person who came up to me and asked if I was all right. He even offered to help me up. An d... well I'm someone known for a large bust. Playing basketball, he accidentally hit me there and he was ...

26 March 2015, 02:03 AM
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My life is more interesting inside of my head.

21 March 2015, 07:25 PM
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Haiku 1

Haikus are silly, They do not make any sense, Yum, donuts, the end.

21 March 2015, 01:36 AM
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