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Forsaken

I've always been able to find you wherever you are. I've been wanting to talk to you for awhile, wanting to know if you have any feelings for me, hoping that you might like me for who I am as a whole. But I know my hopes are too high And that its all just an unrealistic dream. So it's alright if you don't have feelings for me. You don't need to know me for who I am. You don't need to know the ugliness within me. So it's alright. Now I can't seem to find you now in the crowd like I used...

22 November 2013, 12:34 AM
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Empty Heart

I guess I don't really know what it's like to truly love somebody besides my family. Or to have someone truly love me. It's hard to talk to those who have had received love that I have not. I wonder if I have to wait a while for that special someone to come. With Christmas coming, I can't help but feeling excited and hopeful. That I will find that special someone.

19 November 2013, 12:35 AM
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Keep Walking

The road looks tough And you really want to break down. It seems like a long way down that path of hell, a never ending road full of misery and pain. But if you don't fight the pain and misery If you don't stand up and walk down that path without fear No one else will. Even if people try and stop you, never stop walking. Because you can walk down that road. And you can reach the other side and find light.

19 November 2013, 12:19 AM
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The Other Side

Sometimes I wonder if I have the right to be happy while someone else is living a crappier life than mine. Whenever I'm happy Someone else is crying Whenever I'm enjoying life Someone else is suffering on the other side. So I've decided To try a live a happier life For those who don't have one And gave back to those Who need help on the other side.

18 November 2013, 03:46 AM
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Scars

There are some wounds that can't be seen and can't be healed. There are some things that can't be erased and can't be forgotten. Regret won't fix scars. Misery won't heal wounds. They will always remain a part of you for the rest of your life. But they can't control what path you will take.

15 November 2013, 04:27 AM
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I'm wondering if I should let everything out or if I should lock it all inside of me. I'm wondering if I should enclose or embrace myself. I'm wondering if I should take a leap of faith or never cross that bridge. I'm wondering if its worth living or if its worth dying. I'm wondering if life is worth living for yourself or for others. I'm wondering when I will find these answers. ~blaqkn8

14 November 2013, 01:21 AM
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Today

There's those days when I feel like there is so much on my mind and those other days when I wonder why nothing is going on in my life. I'm not special, I'm not perfect. I'm not smart. I'm not stupid. I'm not the nicest. But I'm not the meanest. I just want to survive a day just being who I am. Everyday I wonder why I am here and what am I here for. And everyday I'm searching for that answer. ~blaqkn8

14 November 2013, 01:06 AM
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