Lonely is defined as: affected with, characterized by, or causing a depressing feeling of being alone. A depressing FEELING of being alone.. that means you can be lonely with thousands of people around. I am so lonely. I feel like I have no one. no one who cares. no one to be there. It's not a big deal, really because no one has ever been there and I'm just being selfish.. but, it would be really nice if someone truly cared. I care so much about people, animals, feelings, emotions.. I feel al...

30 December 2013, 01:12 AM
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It's eerie and beautiful. It is silent, but so full of noise. I can't keep myself from it. It calms me and makes me feel like time is standing still. I went into the woods today, with my ex. Most people would think that would be awkward. It wasn't. We are friends. Even though we both want to be more, we need to grow up a little. I'd much rather be friends with him and get to see him, than cut him out of my life. It's very painful, but I can't be selfish. This is what we both need. He makes me...

29 December 2013, 02:31 AM
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People are so cruel. I don't know what drives them. They are so intriguing though. Commenting on something someone says just for the thrill of hurting them? I'll never understand. Everyone has feelings. Don't fuck with them. So much has been going on lately and I feel done.. with everything.. with life. Although I would never take my life, it's hard for me to cope. Taking that razor to my skin gives me relief. I wouldn't know what else to do to get through it. People don't know that about me ...

28 December 2013, 09:21 AM
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