I'm in a hole. stuck. I cant climb because there's no latter. I cant jump because its to high. So i make my own latter. And build one step at a time.
The feeling of wanting to escape. Wanting to be loved. Wanting to be able to trust again. Wanting to just not care. Do you know the feeling?
you're once oh so loving eyes that used to make my heart skip a beat and my stomach flutter, now is cold and lifeless, making my heart shatter and my stomach turn.
missing his smile, his laugh, his voice, the way he looked at you, the way he loved you, missing him