Dear diaries, Maybe, just a maybe, things are becoming brighter for me now, the simple words seem to make me happier than I expected, I've got two birds, one is untamed that I called ''Maki'' the other is my tamed bird, got him August fifth, he was ten days old, now he's about a month old, he's too tamed, nice and I love him, I've never thought I'd be this happy about it... His name is ''Noshie'' after one of the best people I know..

11 September 2014, 03:54 PM
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Dear Diaries. I've noticed that whatever I want... Just fades away or never show in the first place, I've been craving for so many goals that I have never achieved yet, does that mean I should quit?..

30 June 2014, 10:03 AM
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A very important note.

Today is my best lovely's man's birthday! I shall remember this from now on!!!! 18/6/2014 kyahh! I can't believe I forgot it. Well actually, didn't know about it!

18 June 2014, 05:26 PM
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My finals for college.

I can't feel anything but fear, I'm so scared, it's 5 in the morning and my first final is in 4 hours, I wish I'll do well on it and pass... Please God help me..

01 June 2014, 02:35 AM
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Cute blushy bushy <3

[3/25/2014 2:31:09 AM] Nanami: Nii-Sama... [3/25/2014 2:31:20 AM] Nanami: Nana is sick.. [3/25/2014 2:31:40 AM] Nanami: Her body feels so hot [3/25/2014 2:32:02 AM] Hunny Bunny: Nana is hot! [3/25/2014 2:32:24 AM] Nanami: And her head is.... literally pounding like heart beats [3/25/2014 2:32:29 AM] Nanami: Very hot.. [3/25/2014 2:50:13 AM] *** Nanami sent Screenshot_2014-03-25-02-49-56.png *** [3/25/2014 2:50:27 AM] Nanami: My phone... [3/25/2014 2:53:14 AM] Hunny Bunny: You're going to make...

25 March 2014, 09:42 PM
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Nii-San

This is something simple that made my day the best day ever <3 Someone on skype that's very close to me said that. [7:14:17 PM] Hunny Bunny: So, I can still pet you. [7:14:31 PM] Nanami: I'm a person, not a pet! [7:15:48 PM] Hunny Bunny: You're a person I can pet. [7:16:23 PM] Nanami: Nii-Samaaa.. [7:16:43 PM] Hunny Bunny: It's Nana's fault for being so lovable. [7:16:53 PM] Nanami: Not true. [7:16:57 PM] Nanami: Nana is not loveable. [7:17:05 PM] Nanami: Nana wants to watch something.. [7:17...

24 March 2014, 04:06 PM
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If only...

If only I had become stronger than this... I wouldn't have been hurting right now... Such stupid words mess my mind back and forth.. One word made me really happy that I couldn't even breathe... Then he quickly denied it with something like ''Early april fools''... He made a joke with the source of my feelings.... I can't believe that I actually believed what he said... How mean was his joke that I was like ''Lol'' but in real my tears are falling badly....

10 March 2014, 09:59 PM
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A new day!

Welp, today was another boring day at school like usual and I just wrote this cute paper for the two of ma best friend! God I love them soooooooo much <33333

24 February 2014, 05:15 PM
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My birthday

Well after all.... I thought this day was going to be something but... Sadly... I didn't even manage to smile on my own birthday day..... I had a fight with dad and I kept crying until I fell asleep.... ;Sighs; I really hated this day... With passion...

21 February 2014, 06:16 PM
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Sixteen

So I have just turned 17 like two hours and half ago, Ummm.. I don't really feel much difference but I kinda am scared of the number ''17'', I think it makes me sound old.. My sixteenth age was really great, not by the things that happened but by the personality of mine, by making so many friends and losing many other, it was all good and nice, the last year my birthday party was the best, but sadly this time there won't be any party. I am seventeen year old now and it's time to mature up..

20 February 2014, 11:23 PM
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My dream..

Okay so.. Umm.. I just woke up at 12 midnight because I had a very long nap since I was so tired.. And well umm.. I had one of greatest dreams ever, I really didn't want to wake up. I talk to some people who live very far away via internet, and there's one of them that's filling up all of my mind, I had a dream of him, I do know how he looks like but it's been like months since I saw him though we talk everyday, in the dream I saw that he went on webcam, showed me several cute pictures, one o...

19 February 2014, 08:54 PM
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Here I am once again... All alone by myself.. I should have learnt my lesson but I guess I didn't... I shouldn't trust every person that said ''Trust me''.. Everyone is taking advantage of the weaker ones... I really hate the fact that I trust people a lot but.. What do I do?.. I believe in them no matter what.. And I regret it after words, the sweet words they said to me before, are more like thorns that keep stabbing me whenever I remember them... Because they found better people they turne...

15 February 2014, 10:16 PM
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Happy New Year

This is the first minute of 2014.. Brand new page of my life.. This time I wish I won't make many mistakes like last year and I hope that I'll always be happy and this year.. I wish that a lot of sad people would smile.. I wish that there won't be more wars in any city in the world... I just really wish that I see everyone smiles... Everyone.. So yeah Happy new year!!!

31 December 2013, 08:48 PM
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Goodbye 2013

This is the last night of 2013.. An entire year have passed without me even realizing it.. I had a lot of ups and downs.. I had made new friends.. I laughed I cried.. I've made a lot of mistakes and learned from them as well.. 2013 was an important year I met a lot of wonderful people at it.. One of them is my best friend from school... Hana.... I love her so much she's the best.. And many more people on both internet and reality... Best people on the internet.. Ruko, Taki, Maki, Noah a...

31 December 2013, 08:26 PM
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Merry Christmas!!!

[6:21:15 PM] Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Nanami Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ: ;She'd look down at the present box then looked up at his smile, she sighed softly and thought to herself whether or not should she take it then she just lifted it up and smiled back at him slightly; [6:22:08 PM] d'Artagnan.: Mn... I thought that.. That you might like it.. [6:22:25 PM] d'Artagnan.: ^\\\^; [6:22:44 PM] Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Nanami Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ: ;She'd look down at the box then she un-wrapped it and opened it wondering what's inside of it; [6:23:54 PM] d'A...

25 December 2013, 04:02 PM
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11/12/2013 Just put it to remember it when time passes... Wow can't believe 2013 will end soon... Oh well.. It was a memorable year

11 December 2013, 06:03 PM
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Restless..

So for the past week.. I've been suffering in my sleep seeing that kind of nightmares annoyed me, three days ago an earthquake hit us, a flood and we got scared. Night before yesterday I thought I'm gonna die, I told mom to sleep with me and I kissed her until I fell asleep to be a good girl. Thank god I woke up alive, my fears vanished. Today my best friend came over, we had so much fun, had lunch then went upstairs listened to the perverted song called ''I want your bite'' and she laughed...

24 November 2013, 10:18 PM
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Hey!

This is my new nail design!!! I think it's so cute and wintery! <333

20 November 2013, 11:38 PM
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Passion

The warm sun rose up.. The sky was blended with some clouds, a very gentle breeze was felt.. I thought that day it's a great day.. Starting from the good beginning.. But it's never real. Not all of what we want can come true. It's too rare. Unless we work hard on our dreams, we'll get them. But what if the dreams we wanna come true don't want us to reach them ? I was the kind of girl who clings into people to feel safe. Who never trusted anyone not even herself. But now it changed. I'm bit mo...

13 November 2013, 05:45 PM
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Thorns..~

All my dreams were so high.. I was so hopeful.. But now it seems like.. They're gone.. Further than the stars in the dark sky.. Everyone used to tell me before that I'm as nice and beautiful like a rose.. They said they could handle my thorns cause I'm worth being held and cared about.. Now.. I'm left out.. With no petals.. Just thorns remained and now no one wanna pick me up, cause I'll only hurt them..

08 November 2013, 02:08 PM
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