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writing euglogy for grandparents double funeral - its on mon

heh my Grandad passed about 2 weeks ago now...terminal cancer....we knew it was coming but we hoped he'd have a few more weeks....... day later my Nan(who'd married to him for over 60 yrs) suddenly just slumped off the counch onto the floor.....she was in hospital 3 days before passing away too, heart failure. horrific for the family as it was i'm so glad neither have to suffer alone without the other and are together again now.....although its 100 or so miles noway im not going to be there...

24 June 2014, 05:16 PM
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I couldn't agree more.

20 June 2014, 06:46 AM
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i so hope this is true. then all the horrible mistakes I've made and the dark times - its all for a reason to make you stronger and guide you do something bigger, something so amazing that makes all the agony worth it. *tries to cling to this*

20 June 2014, 06:44 AM
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loving this and want to be able to live by it.

20 June 2014, 06:37 AM
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(very out of practice piece creatve writing) When I lost You

when I lost you, my world split in two the reason i'd breathe The reason I'd smile joyful giggles each morning oh just cos' you saw me... when i lost you life shattered in two it feels just like grief although you haven't died all i could do was rock and cry Baby when i lost you, my love it still grew. And thats how why I try slowly building back our lives because for you i will strive My world's still in two but slowly the pain calms Because soon i know your'll both be back in my arms.

20 June 2014, 06:09 AM
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im just going to come out with it

I know i'lll be judged for what i'm about to confess. But its part of this darkness i seem to have been swallowed whole by. but i'm determined to be the person i was and stronger still. that starts with me admitting my most worst and shameful confession. Recently, i've been selling myself :'( i dont even know why, to fill some void it never does there, i've said it..

20 June 2014, 04:59 AM
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I'm a pretty complicated, unique and pretty messed up person, i have alot of secrets i can tell no-one... some so dark and shocking even i barely believe what I'm doing and how i'm living Before my life fell apart I'd of not even dreamt of some of things i do an how I'm living my life. but now anonamously i will confess all...the good, the bad and the Very Very Ugly.... Now finally i can speak. and beinfg able to be honest, i know somehow i will find the me thats let lifes agonies turn me...

20 June 2014, 04:17 AM
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