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Hopping Away Happily

Christmas came and went. New Year's is soon to come. Everybody says that they need a New Year's resolution, but all I needed this past year was closer with my dad. That's exactly what happened. I am hopping away happily from this year into the next. No more self-harm. No more tears. I just need to be the best ME I can be next year. I need to be happy with who I am. Happy with who I soon will be. Maybe, just maybe I can be hopping away happily from next year too.

30 December 2013, 12:54 AM
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Loved and Hated By Many

Things have been so easy going lately it kind of scares me. Something bad has to happen eventually. So when? The mean girls at school are being nice to me. Giving me a smile every now and then. Boys are giving me compliments. It's so weird. I hate it, yet I love it all the same. I'm just waiting for someone to come up laughing saying, "You fell for it!" They are supposed to hate me, but they act like they love me. I still feel caged. When will I start being invisible again?

15 December 2013, 03:36 AM
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The Begining of Me

I guess you could say I had a perfect life before everything happened. In 2008 things went horribly wrong. My dad died during heart surgery. It wasn't like he had cancer or anything, he just had something wrong with his heart. I remember the sound his heart always made when I laid my head down on his chest. It sounded like a stop watch, ticking down the last moments you have to run a race. I loved my dad so much, but he is gone now and I have to deal with that. I will always miss him. Things...

09 December 2013, 01:05 AM
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