As of 02/25/2015 I hit my weight goal, weighing 115.4 pounds. Two years I worked hard to be 115 pounds and it's still not enough... I need to lose more- I have to lose more... I am going to lose more.
It's been nearly two years now since I've taken on my weight loss journey, and I'm sad to say I still have not hit my weight goal-but I am close. As of today I am now 118.2 pounds.. only three pounds away... The nagging anxiety is agonizing, and is mentally exhausting. Everyday I fight with these demons to lose the weight. Sometimes the depression I get when I eat is hard to bare, and I feel physically ill... And I just want to smash my face-hurt myself in some way to punish myself. Every now...
But If The Sun Don't Shine Forever, You Gotta Let It Go.
It's been six months since my last post. Six months since my life was turned upside down. And what a pleasantly painful trip down the rabbit hole theses past six months have been. Finding out my husband was having secret online affairs for three years of our marriage was difficult to process. We attempted a clean slate but in my heart I knew I was done, I couldn't trust him nor did I want to try. Not too long after our failed attempt I stumbled across my own affair. I wasn't looking for a...
The Beginning of Something Interesting.. Maybe?
So, about a year ago, I had this fun little idea but I never ran with it. I created two characters, Nat and Wormy.. a small creepy little girl, and a weird ghost thing.. Well now that I'm off for the summer I thought I might roll with the idea again and I doodled this. So far I'm feeling good about it.. I might continue with it.. I don't know :/