Someone come do my Algebra homework for me, please. -_-
You Can't Stop My Voice Cause You Don't Own My Life.
That whole thing about family being forever is a lie. Family is always the first to judge, the first to stab that knife in your back, and the first to turn their heads away. "Family" will never be like the family we all see on TV, especially mine. My family is literally a bad middle school dramatic episode. Lies, and acts.. two-faced. There is no such thing as love or trust.. well not in my outer family circle anyway. It's been nearly a week now since the incident I had with my aunt and co...
This was hell. Pretty to look at, but it was one hell of an ice storm. My family was very blessed to be part of the lucky few that did not lose their power or water. It's been five days and some still are without power. The worst part was the sound of the trees falling all around us at night. Thank God it's over now, and hopefully those who are still without will get their electricity back soon.
I'm Not The Disappointment You're Making Me Out To Be.
Have you ever been called a disappointment? Or worse, you got that ashamed, "You disappoint me" look? No matter what you do nothing is good enough. You try hard to please the ones you love, or you're stuck in someones shadow. I've known that feeling way to well for a good chunk of my life. I'm tired of being that "disappointment". I'm tired of being that person that no one gives a damn about. I'm just tired in general. This past Sunday, my Ambien stopped working for no reason at all. So Mon...
Don't Judge My Flowers.
I'm so happy I finished this, and I feel so much better. I've missed the smell of watercolor..
Good Morning, Saturday.
To celebrate this odd, rare occasion of actually being awake on a Saturday morning, I think I will treat myself to some pizza. It always tastes better in the morning :)
Lets Address This "Lazy" Situation.
For as long as I can remember I have always been told about how lazy I am. Now, I won’t sit here and lie.. I did have a lazy problem through the teen years. Everyone gets lazy now and then.. Who doesn’t? Sadly while growing up no one took into consideration that I was a very tired little girl. Hyper and energetic, but tired. I played hard, and was very into sports. But regardless, I had a problem sleeping and therefore was exhausted half the time. Since birth I've had a sleep disorder. I wa...
Sweat Baby, Sweat.
On a less sad note, I had the best work out of my life today. Some how, I'm not sure how, but I was on my exercise bike for 90 minutes straight. I never got tired, nor sore. I just kept going, and I wanted to keep going. Hell, I want to get back on it now. I am extremely proud of myself, and hopefully I can do the same thing tomorrow. It just felt so good to not be tired for once.. just so alive and full of energy. I had so much fun and felt like I was ten again. God, I hope I can get t...