I Miss You, Pluto. I Miss You All.
This June marks three years since I've lost one of my oldest friends.. and for some reason I've been thinking a lot about her lately. In these past few years I've learned that death is never easy and it's very real. It's alright to be angry, and it's okay to never accept it. I know I will never accept she is gone. And I will never forgive either of us for losing touch the way we did. I will never forgive the way she passed. We grew up together. She was one of the greatest friends I ever h...
Only The Mighty Can Bear Defeat.
I've really lost control these past two weeks. I've only, technically, been back in school for three days and I feel like I've been beaten down. I've worked so hard this past year to change so many things. I've changed my weight, my image, my attitude, my confidence, my GPA.. I feel like I'm starting to lose it again. I taught myself to fight everything in my way. To take my stress and mold it. I promised I would never be that disappointment that I was ever again, but some how that turned o...
This. Damn. Song.
PONPON susumu iro-iro na koto don-don KITEru? anata no KIMOCHI POIPOI suteru warui ko wa dare? sou sou ii KO aa You Make Me Happy Damn you Kyary Pamyu Pamyu. I am so addicted to PONPONPON.. It's been on repeat for two hours now, and I'm in the process of learning the dance.. I can't stop! The cuteness, the nostalgia, the similarities to CardCaptors! It drew me in and now I'm stuck.. PONPON way-way-way PONPON way PON way PONPON way-way PONPONPON way-way PON way PON way-way I should be doi...
I Need Sleep.
Technically, I've only been in class for two days and I'm already done with Chapter 1 in my Math 101 class. Eight sections in one day, already took the quiz and I made a 92 thank you very much.. I'm now ready to take the first test. Yes, I am very desperate to exempt this class within a month and I am very tired.
I Don't Even Know.
The second I stepped inside my English class I felt this shift in the universe. I just knew in the back of my mind I had walked into my own personal hell.. and so early in the morning too. My teacher started going over the syllabus, and she said that one dreadful word that strikes fear in the hearts of so many.. speeches! We have to make speeches. The only reason I registered for English 160 was because my adviser swore to me it was a lecture class ONLY.. lies I tell you! Lies! I loathe tal...
I got my hair trimmed.. It was starting to look like a rats nest. And I can click on posts again :)
Yeah, since this website isn't working right and it doesn't look like it's going to get fixed anytime soon... if you wish to converse with me, my email is firstname.lastname@example.org.
Well, on a good note, I found my Michelle Rodriguez drawing I did last year.. a long with a few others. I love this woman.. I have a serious girl crush on her o3o
Shove it Down the Drain Before You Have to Explain.
Ah, the wonderful world of drugs. For several months now I have endured family members dropping subtle hints that I may be addicted to my prescriptions. And now I feel the need to explain some things. Yes, I am addicted to my Ambien. But no, it is not the type of addiction that will require an episode of Intervention. With Ambien the whole world starts to fall away. I love the high, the sedation, and the hallucinations. My head gets fuzzy, and stuffed animals start to move. Pictures talk t...