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I want nothing.

It's time to say the truth to myself. I wake up every morning with awful feel. I don't want to stand up and do something. I don't wanna eat. I don't wanna speak with somebody. I just don't want. I want nothing.

20 March 2014, 10:21 AM
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Hello

Hello, hello, hello my darling, now we reached the end!

22 February 2014, 09:49 AM
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i think i found something.

i think i found out that i have nothing. that i have nothing in this place for me.

06 January 2014, 10:14 PM
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One moment. Bad thoughts.

Sometimes I have weird thoughts. As I remember well, It started when I was a little girl. One step and all will be finished. But.. Parents always were lifebuoy for me. And now, when this moment come back into my mind for a second, I try to remember who I am and what I have.

22 December 2013, 05:41 PM
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Journal_pane_9417651386412598

Dead letters. Text for no one. Thoughts into nowhere.

I stopped thinking like i thought before. There's a big change in my life. But no one can tell me what is wrong and what is right. This letter will be never sent because this text will never be finished.

07 December 2013, 10:36 AM
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Point to nothing.

Be honest with yourself and you will probably be happier than now. You should realize your mistakes and go ahead. Take care. Good luck.

07 December 2013, 10:22 AM
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Outside

Sometimes I look at the mirror, but I don't see myself. I see some girl, but I don't know her.

02 December 2013, 01:06 PM
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inside

Very deep inside of me emptiness. I can't break it. I can't understand it. I feel such wrong. As I wish never will be.

25 November 2013, 12:00 AM
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Journal_pane_9417651385337304

I can't find my way

I can't do right things.

24 November 2013, 11:55 PM
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21 November 2013, 12:40 PM
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Smile or die.

I'm trying to be happy and smily. But it's hard for me. Most people like other people smiling.I understand it. When I'm not smiling I have a very seriously face and people think that I'm very busy or unfriendly person. It's not true. I mean yes, I don't often have a good mood, but if someone talks to me with smile I will be glad to talk to him. I know, that people who smile a lot, they shine. People love those who always in good mood. So how about me? If I don't have a good mood on my face....

19 November 2013, 11:54 AM
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Change

I didn't use to like doing some important things, even if they were for me. I was so lazy. Sometimes I have to do smth, but I don't want to. Of course it's normal for all people. But I see interesting change in my head. I love to do things that I didn't like before. I found inspiration. I discovered new sensations. Now I can do smth with good mood and big desire. I am really glad with all the changes in me. And now I can find incentive without help. It remains important - don't lose this fee...

18 November 2013, 02:14 PM
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Never..Never look back!

Behind only the past.

04 November 2013, 02:23 PM
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Emptiness

Usually, I always know when I'm depressed. Specifically its likeness. But now I have lived and thought I was happy. In a moment, I realized that this is not the case. I'm depressed. And now I'm lying. I do not want to get up. Yes, I go to college, gym,work. And then just lie down and see nothing. Strange. I'm happy, but in my heart all the ugly. I think I know what it is. Everyone has someone. But I have no one. I’m happy but inside everything seems ugly. But if there was I wouldn’t like to ...

03 November 2013, 04:43 PM
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Journal_pane_9417651383380994

I'm trying to be perfect.

I'm trying to do right things for myself.

02 November 2013, 08:30 AM
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Journal_pane_9417651381692654

Don't give up.

All the time you have to work hard and always try smth.

13 October 2013, 08:31 PM
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Journal_pane_9417651381692352

It's hard.

...

13 October 2013, 08:26 PM
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Journal_pane_9417651381691768

No stars in the sky.

When I close my eyes, I can see whole world. My own world. Without lie and violence. When I was a little girl, I dreamed a lot. Now I can't. I want to see the sky. I want to feel the rain. Maybe some day it could be happen.

13 October 2013, 08:16 PM
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Journal_pane_9417651378662459

Try honestly.

More than anything else I hate when people don't say truth. It turns me off. That's why I like read books about psychology and about how to know when people lie. I try to come clean people. But it's hard. All the time someone trys to be dishonest. Situation gets ugly. And then I try to talk some sense into him and patch things up. Sometimes it doesn't work. People likes get back at somebody. Usually they do the wrong thing. It is the choice of everyone. But sometimes I also want to learn how ...

08 September 2013, 06:47 PM
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Finnish Hesburger

I’m happy when I’m here. I know that fast food is healthless, but… This place reminds me of the day, when I was in Finland. It was amazing day, which I’ll never forget! I like European culture and that’s why I’m glad that such places are in Kiev too.

20 August 2013, 07:49 PM
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