I wanted it to be you. I wanted it to be you so badly
tell them i was happy and my heart is broken all my scars all open tell them what i hoped would be IMPOSSIBLE.
its so hard to let yourself get attached to someone, there are too many scars to remind you of how much just one person can hurt you.
forgetting you was like trying to know somebody i never met.
and if you truly love somebody, they never leave. they remain in your heart forever
its quite pathetic how much i miss you
i want to wake up and feel okay i want to walk down the street and not be judged i want you to want me the way i want you i want to be enough i want to be perfect in your eyes.
and i know what its like to not want to be alive, to hold the tears back, to scream but no one hears a thing
whats up with fake drawers in kitchens tho