Since I met this boy I've been completely crazy about fate stuff. And now I realise that hie father has the same birthday as me makes me mad. It's destiny, I mean, I can feel it, that's so weird.I'm completely shocked. And that makes me a bit happier but the same date of birth doesn't make this guy like me or even love/
It's been 3 weeks since I met him.I'm only 17. However, gonna be 18 in 3 months! Anyway, I'm still young. I don't approve of young love cause sometimes it looks so gross. Nevertheless, I've always dreamed of having a boyfriend, but I don't feel like I'm ready. I'm not slim enough and stuff. Well... I can say that I've fallen in love. Here is what happend... I attend an american movie club, where we watch movies and just talk. It was a very typical tuesday. I was really tired and didn't want t...
something's happend recently... yeah, the same thing again. I can't change. even if i tryed. even if i wanted to. i'm kinda fallinf for someone. and i 'm actually changing. I'm not that girl anymore.well, at least I hope so. ddon't want to be a wannabe lover. I actually wanna love/ wish me luck
Only know your lover when you let him go
I wonder what my wedding would look like. Hope it'll be amazing. The only thing I wanna have is happiness. Don't care bout money or anythin else.
I don't wanna be a person who I don't want to be! Does that make sense? :)
toooo many regrets :(
I've started drinking gigner stuff. It's supposed to make me fit. Well, now it only makes me sick....
This was what I told him - 'I want your sunglasses because I need something to remember you by!' He just laughed. Well. That hurts
Just give me a reason. Just a little bit enough. I'm actually asking myself. I need a reason to fight like really badly.
It's just feels like it'll never be the same again. I'm scared a bit but also really excited!!!
what goes around,comes around
pretty often I think like i'am all alone.. I assume I want to be alone. Wanna live by myself.Wanna travel a lot and not fall in love with people or places because when i do, i always got a broken hearrt. So it's uneasy for me to love things.All the time I want things to belong only to me.I can't do anything about that. I pressume it's because I don't have much. I don't mean money or things. I always talk about people. I don't have people. I do need someone. I keep thinking of it every day. ...
Sometimes I like really hate all the people because they are not like me. It pisses me off. But I can't do a thing about it. All of us are different. Nobody is perfect.Any of us. Seldom it's hard for me to take that stuff. Should I be friends olny with the people I can't stand and they have the same point of view? it's kinda complicated. Well.I think I just have to put up with something. Ifyou like or love someone you don't really care if thay act not like you do. That's okay , I suppose
I've made a promise to myself that I won't tell the secrest at least within one month. I'll tell about it later because I really can't keep it all to myself
I've been writing a diary for my whole life. I've tried different sites but I always felt kinda awkward. Eventually, people would find me and I freaked out and so on. I have some stuff happening in my life and I really need to talk about it to someone.Well,i suppose I'll be doing it here.