me?

I guess I was much cuter with less complication. bring me back pleases.

18 June 2015, 12:40 AM
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notes.

So, umm, I love him. The way he makes me happy is so "one of a kind" and how I never get enough of him is so unprecedented! Now I understand what people mean when they say "I'm afraid to be happy because every time I'm happy sth bad happens" and that's me now, I'm so taken away bcuz of him and that makes my life way more brighter ,but still, it all makes me very afraid of losing this happiness, or better to say "losing him". -Can you stay forever? -we can ❤️(January 3)

26 March 2015, 03:26 PM
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Love me like you do

Do you know how much brighter you make my life? "You're the light, you're the night You're the color of my blood You're the cure, you're the pain You're the only thing I wanna touch Never knew that it could mean so much, so much You're the fear, I don't care 'Cause I've never been so high Follow me through the dark Let me take you past our satellites You can see the world you brought to life, to life So love me like you do, lo-lo-love me like you do Love me like you do, lo-lo-love me like y...

14 February 2015, 02:43 PM
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not yet.

not yet.

14 February 2015, 02:30 PM
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Be a teenager!

I'm wasting my teenage years !! I'm so fucked up like wth I wanna go to America, play soccer, make a castle on the beach, go to prom, hug a rich boy, watch movies at a national park after midnight with the dudes, get red when I see people making out, be in some awkward moments when a lesbian says she loves me, get the best guy in the school jealous bcuz I hugged his bff, and be a TEENAGER February 10, 2015

14 February 2015, 02:27 PM
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music is life

I choose to believe that music is not just sound waves and love is not just a chemical reaction even if it was.

14 February 2015, 02:24 PM
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Problems (my version)

Everybody has problems. Has some issues. Has some bad feelings for future which makes him sad, makes him worried. Some people take their problems as a very hard thing and something which is impossible to solve or to be takin from their minds, because they're just too weak to fight problems. Personally, I have many problems, many worries so. But I just think it's not that bad to have some, actually I like having some. Weird? Let's imagine life with no problems and worries, that would be much ...

14 February 2015, 02:23 PM
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for you, my only true love

So now, it's mid of September. Three months since I confessed my crush on you, and two months since you confessed your love for me. But nothing lasts forever, your love for me is leaving and fading away, as if it has never been real. Tho we talk nearly everyday, but I can feel how you changed, how your feelings faded and your desire vanished. Only a month ago you said the softest things a girl may ever dream to hear, remember when I asked u once "so what do you want now?" And you answered...

15 September 2014, 04:16 PM
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إنقطَعَت.

ساعات الصباح الأولى قد تكون الاغرب على الاطلاق، هدوء مريب لم أعتاد عليه، لا يوجد إلا صوت عصفور واحد لا يتوقف، و ضجيج سيارة مسرعة كل 5 دقائق، ليس الهدوء من حولي فقط، إنما في داخلي أيضا! غريب جدا! لطالما كانت هناك ضوضاء في داخلي من الافكار المتصادمة و الاغاني الصاخبة، لكنها اختفت الآن، لدي ذلك التعبير المنصدم على وجهي ، لا بد انه بسبب ذلك الشيء الذي قرأته " كم كانت الحياة أجمل لو نعيشها بالعكس ... نبدأ بالموت لنتخلص من هذا الخوف التي يطاردنا خلال كل حياتنا ، نستيقظ في المستشفى، ثم يطردونا بسبب ...

06 September 2014, 04:59 AM
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26 يوم من نفس الروتين، الاستيقاظ على صوت صحفي يجهش بالبكاء و هو يناشد حكماء العرب بالتصرف السريع... ألم يفقد الامل بعد؟ لأنني في الحقيقة فقدته منذ فترة. مشاهدة الأخبار أثناء الفطور أصبح أمر لا مفر منه، بعض المشاهد المؤلمة و المحزنة... المزيد من الشهداء.. ثم بكاء والد فقد أبناءه، القليل من بكائي انا و اختي، ثم أمر أبي بإغلاق التلفاز. نكمل البكاء دون توقف، تأتي أمي بصوتها الحنون "لو بعرف إنكم هلأد حساسين كان ما خليتكم تحضروا أخبار". حسنا لن أبكي مجددا، على الأقل لن أبكي أمامهم، أفضل البكاء وحدي...

03 August 2014, 02:57 PM
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فجأة يصبح كل شيء قبيح. أجل عاد الأحباط. لا لم أشتق لك يا صديقي فلم تمر فترة طويلة على مغادرتك الأخيرة. حسنا أصبحت أعرف الآن كيف أتصرف عندما تزورني. أصبحت خبيرة. القليل من التمثيل يفي بالغرض.. "أجل أمي أريد النوم مبكرا هذا اليوم يبدو ان النعاس اعتراني أبكر من العادة".. سرير أختي هو الأفضل فهو الأبعد عن الانظار.. إغلاق جميع الاضواء.. أخفاء رأسي أسفل المخدة.. ثم بكاء طويل. اعلم انني لن انام لكنني سأحاول النوم و انا أتأمل السقف... سقفي العزيز. هل ابدو قبيحة و انا ابكي؟ :| أجل؟ حسنا لقد اعتد عل...

02 August 2014, 08:08 PM
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I don't need a million admire, I need him, only him, who loves me when I'm with him, who misses me when I'm not there, who needs me when he's sad, who wants me when he's alone, and the most important thing, Who I know that I love, and will forever love

21 July 2014, 11:42 AM
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I don't care go on and tear me apart.. I don't care if you do, ooh.. cuz in a sky, cuz in a sky full of stars I think I see you <3

21 July 2014, 11:41 AM
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The definition of life can be different if you look at it in different way. Some people live for themselves, but some for others. We need to look at the mirror sometimes to find out who we really are.

05 July 2014, 01:55 PM
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thinking out loud

so baby now, take me into your loving arms.. Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars.. Oh darlin, place your head on my beating heart...

28 June 2014, 12:13 PM
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اكره ذلك الشعور.. الشعور بالكآبة :| انا لست من النوع الذي يحرن بسرعة.. ولكني لا اعلم ماذا حل بي.. ذلك الشعور عندما يبكي كل ما فيك إلا عيناك. لاحظت شيئا هذا الصباح عندما كنت اتصفح يومياتي وهو انني اكتب الكثير من الكتابات البائسة و الحزينة.. انا حقا لست من ذلك النوع البائس.. لكنني اظن ان الكتابة هي حلي و صديقي الوحيد عندما يعتريني ذلك الشعور البغيض. يأتي فجأة، و يرحل فجأة.. لا اعلم ما السبب الحقيقي لهذا الشعور.. هناك الكثير من الاحتمالات، اكان بسبب بقائي في المنزل طوال هذا اليوم بسبب عدم وجود...

23 June 2014, 09:09 AM
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Greedy

I know that I'm so greedy, but I just can't handle it! it's just that I wanna have u for me only! I wanna see u everyday all the time! I wanna u talking to me all the time! I wanna hear "you're my favorite" from you, IDK what have u done to me.. It's just that I'm so obsessed with u! and I know that u will get bored of me, which I fear the most, but I can't stop my greed

22 June 2014, 05:35 PM
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I used to be the type who cares about looks and people talk and these silly stuff, but not anymore now all I care about is having these 5 people, who I love the most, in my life. maybe I've changed, maybe now I have more haters but I really don't care as long as I have some who I know that I love and they love me. I wonder how a person can change totally in only one year, but I think that's why they call "growing up"

07 June 2014, 10:26 PM
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“Sometimes I wish for falling Wish for the release Wish for falling through the air To give me some relief Because falling's not the problem When I'm falling I'm in peace It's only when I hit the ground It causes all the grief”

25 May 2014, 09:59 AM
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I'm that kind of people who doesn't learn from his mistakes! why should I be that stupid?! it's ok if everbody hated me now, I won't blame anyone :/ #Zayummm

20 May 2014, 07:20 PM
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