Alive

When sparks fly, you don't put them out. You watch as the fire ignites and sets your heart on fire. The heat fuels something inside you that can't be extinguished.Something brilliant. Never ignore this feeling, because it's a feeling that keeps your soul alive.

08 September 2014, 03:55 AM
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What my heart wants

Lately, I have been having a lot of interest from the opposite sex. Surprisingly, I am not really enjoying it. Of course, I like making friends. But, half of them don't want to just be friends. It's an agenda. Some just see something that's not there. I feel bad, but my heart wants someone else. I like someone a lot right now. I don't think it'll ever happened between us. We flirt. But, he isn't the type really to date unless he really likes someone. If I had a chance with him I'd be ecstatic...

05 September 2014, 05:38 PM
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Faults:

I’ll admit that I have some faults and a few of them are noticeable. Although, these faults are not that significant to the point that you should be offended. We are all different, and we all act differently. I don’t act the way I do because of what I have been through. I act like I don’t care about certain things simply by choice. It is a filter. Sometimes I put up a wall. Other times, I really don’t care. This trait is not bad. It is actually very useful. I am not rude. If you are sensitiv...

26 August 2014, 02:31 PM
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Time is running out, I am watching the clock. Panic- I am breathing heavier with a quicker heart beat. I cannot wrap my mind around the fact that I move out in a week. I am unsure of the responsibility. I am blown away that time has gone by ever so quickly. What if I cannot do this? What if...

13 August 2014, 05:19 AM
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Miles mean nothing when my heart is with you. That's only an excuse to give up, and I do not understand the word. You are all that I want in this world and distance can't take that away from me.

05 August 2014, 03:49 AM
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My heart is heavy.

Disappointment: My day was supposed to be so much more than average. This let down has been bittersweet. I feel sadness in my bones and anger between my teeth as I bite my tongue. I regret even letting you in again, this was a mistake. Anger: The person inspiring this note should not even be entering my thoughts. I am appalled as to the lack of respect I am given. I am ashamed that you would let him be the way he is. He is given the right to do whatever he wants because no one says otherwise....

31 July 2014, 12:36 AM
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The light hit you in a way that caught my eye- I could almost see your burning soul. I felt as if I were viewing the details and spectrum of your soul before me, like a painting on a wall. I was frozen in place, my eyes locked onto yours. Your eyes were deep and dark like the midnight sky. Although, they had a certain glow, like a true alpha leading his pack. I could see shadows dancing upon your iris, they were calling me forward. I was locked on you. Drawing in closer I reached for your fac...

24 July 2014, 06:45 AM
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New chapters

For the longest time, I wondered what it would be like to truly love someone. I wanted to feel the adoration and respect my partner had for me. For a lengths of days... Months, I let my mind race with thoughts about myself and my relationship. I was unsure of the person I was constantly reassuring myself. Should I have had to reassure myself? If it was love, than I shouldn't have needed a thing. Never should I have needed to ask myself "Who am I". I now know of who I am and I couldn't be more...

23 July 2014, 07:50 AM
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Respect. A word I was never familiar with in a relationship. I was never in a relationship that my partner fully respected me. In that case, I never was totally respectful to my partner; I could not be. Things have changed for me, and a door has opened. The trust, care, love, and honesty I deserve is finally at my grasp. It is one thin to have found someone in which you find attractive and has many qualities in which you have been looking for in a person. Although, to find someone who respect...

17 July 2014, 03:40 AM
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Insanity - what's inside of me? I'm losing touch with what's left of myself.

12 July 2014, 05:00 AM
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I don't give a fuck about you or your superficial shallow ended beliefs. Your smug self righteous attitude makes me sick with disgust. You are so vain yet the world around you thinks you're trying to mend your broken soul. A soul that's so bent you cannot see clearly through, the picture you want is visible and for the world to see - they fall for you. But I won't, I've wasted too many nights on spilled ink and wet paint.

08 July 2014, 03:26 PM
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Like water that flows from the salty sea, I fell for you so effortlessly. I rushed into you, you crashed into me, like waves that roll wild for an eternity. I need you under my skin, like in places I can't view. Deep inside my soul- my body has a lust for you. Look inside my heart, I think my mind is falling too.

08 July 2014, 02:05 AM
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“Do you ever miss someone so much that you can feel it with every fiber of your being? Either you miss the presence of the person or you simply miss the memories involved. I can say both. Every fiber of their DNA, each neurotransmitter in their brain, every molecule, and breath they release… Im enticed completely. I miss everything about you and I never could replace that void. Billions of people but, no one can take their place. You may not be blood, but I’m sure heaven made a mistake.” A.k ...

08 July 2014, 01:57 AM
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Winning

Without you I was the same but now I have you and I'm better than I've ever been. You're crashing down on me -like waves. I'm lost in you like molecules in the sea, without you, I'm just me. Without you a void that's all that's left of me. A blank canvas is all I'll ever be. The completion is unreal and see, I'm not alone not in this world, slowly spinning. Billions of people and your voice is all I've heard. A voice so strong- you don't need to use words. And finally I am winning, my demons...

08 July 2014, 01:25 AM
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Lately, my inspiration to write has been dwindling. I need to discover my muse again, and realize that there is more to write about. There is a world of topics out there to discover. I have a mind that is waiting to spill secrets, feelings, and thoughts that will inspire the earth.

01 July 2014, 02:21 AM
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I have no idea what to do with my feelings right now. I need to exert them into something. I feel many good things but, I am not used to that. I am used to being filled with apathy and doubt. I am unable to function when I am feeling so many things. Where do these feelings come from? Why can't I be normal?

26 June 2014, 05:43 PM
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Deep inside I feel something I cannot explain. The feelings I cannot label, I cannot name. I am overjoyed with delight but anxious with fear. I am what you would call, undefined.

26 June 2014, 07:16 AM
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Close minded

Passing judgement upon another as if you are going to rise from the dirt. Surely you believe that your sins will dissolve in holy water if you look at someone else wrongly for the recreations they choose. Simply because someone is different from you, it is wrong. Aliens to our own home; We are labelled. For your body art, whom you love, how you dress, and what you choose to pass your time with. Above everything, if not the norm, you are outcasted. It is out of the question to reconsider such ...

25 June 2014, 02:21 AM
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shadows

The darkness is spreading slowly as the sunlight closes in. When the shadows chase you- Could you remain alive? With dirt below your feet- you see the twilight's above your head. You're unsure where it starts and scared for where it ends.

18 June 2014, 03:30 AM
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Home

When everything I do is average,the bright side I see is there is room to grow. There is endless creativity spilling from my mind like how a fountain jets water continuously with out drying up. The fibers of my very being are salted with this divine passion to flourish and grow. There is no end,for my soul will reach its destination and continue on its journey but to another place. Maybe, it will have found its home.

17 June 2014, 01:43 AM
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