Journal_pane_9758071426495918

I don't know what i ever did to deserve this . Your such a fucking bitch and I hate you so much trying to get all my friends away from me trying to turn them on me you stupid piece of shit turning my family on me who fucking does that and then I think that refugees have a right to flee their country if it isn’t safe. Asylum seekers however shouldn’t be allowed because they are entering illegally. We’re not properly dealing with the issues that drives them here in the first place. We should b...

16 March 2015, 08:52 AM
l
1 love: secretgamershsh
comment
Journal_pane_9758071414659148

fuck this

feeling worthless unwanted and useless, to me that's what i feel everyday. that's the thing about pain it demands to be felt. I'm sick to death of life and everything in it i cant deal with the daily stress, pain and heart ache. putting on this fucking fake smile everyday really doesn't help. im sick of people i hate this world and i just want to get out of it. everyone is so happy they have great lives they are good at one thing then theres me a NOTHING all my friends all have something goi...

30 October 2014, 08:52 AM
l
love
comment
Journal_pane_9758071407751933

Im sick of this

Im so over life! so over everything! dont know how much longer I can take this! i dont belong anywhere! I hate my school! hate My Class and i hate the way i was if i could go back and change it I could but you cant i hate myself for everything! I miss you and you don't even care i bet you that you dont even miss me everytime I try to talk to you you ignore me im so sick of it i cant be here anymore everyday is a stuggle and my friends dont even know! Im so hurt by you but I cant live withou...

11 August 2014, 11:12 AM
l
love
comment
Journal_pane_9758071403523268

I'm just honestly so sick of everything. nothing right everythings wrong. i hate this. People in this generation give me the fucking shits. they treat you like shit but then when you finally forget them move to something better get happy they fucking come back without even thinking you let them in thinking they will be good for you well i thought wrong again. I'm always way to fucking nice to people. All i was trying to do was help but no you'd wouldn't give two shits. This is fucking why i h...

23 June 2014, 12:34 PM
l
love
comment
Journal_pane_9758071402919560

Mental Illness

I cant do this anymore its getting to much. everyday at school i seem so happy but in reality i'm the way i am because I'm sleep deprived, Depressed, stressed, suffering low level anxiety. So yeah today was the first fight we've had since we started going out. It was all my fault my fucking stupid joking around ruins everything.I'm sorry, i actually don't think you get how much this little thing has an impact on me, Without thinking i walk down stair and start fucking binging why because that...

16 June 2014, 12:52 PM
l
love
comment
Journal_pane_9758071402630219

I want to go somewhere where people actually care

Omg i absolutely done with your shit. your such a skank i dont get how you have friends wait no everyone secretly hates you. You're such a bitch who need to dig herself a grave and go in it. you bitch about me and i hate you i can tell your bitching when everyone your with is looking at me im not that stupid. im so sick of you you stupid little bitch I want you to move to Balcome that would make my whole life 100 times better. You fucking flirt with my Boy you bitch about me behind my back fu...

13 June 2014, 04:30 AM
l
love
comment
Journal_pane_9758071400830343

Get a fucking Life you low life bitch

So yeah you think your so cool like you the top of the shit you think you can be in everyone's business even if you don't even know them. You are never there for anyone but when your down you cry and demand attention. You think you can say whatever you want and get away with it just because you "know people". You think your loved by everyone but you treat them like shit then when you find out they hate you. You bitch about them ahaha yeah very mature. Your such a bitch your fucking having a ...

23 May 2014, 08:32 AM
l
2 loves: laaalooo999f,crystalmcqueeneygirllove
comment
Journal_pane_9758071400590512

Im 100% done

Im sick of it sick of everything. im tired stressed sad happy angry hurt depressed. i wish i was away somewhere gone. just me no one else while i was gone id meet my forever and run off and never come back lose communication and never come back be together until one of us dies and when dies so does the other because honestly i'm so sick and tired of this bullshit life. fake friend back stabber players dicks show offs attention seekers liers fake friends bitches the people who are 100% perfect...

20 May 2014, 01:55 PM
l
1 love: monstergurl
comment
Journal_pane_9758071398773665

I dont even know how to describe this

Have any of you ever felt so loved and then the next minute, hated, ingored, unloved, rejected. When things start falling apart but its falling to fast and you cant fix it. Lately that's what's happening not monthly not weekly Daily. The main of my posts lately have been about liking someone. If i could give any advice to any of you people reading this it would be dont fall in love dont fall to hard cause when you fall hard its like falling in a 20 foot deep hole with no ladder no way out. I'...

29 April 2014, 01:14 PM
l
love
comment
Journal_pane_9758071398420212

Fuck, I'm so close to being done

I hate you i thought parents were meant to listen to what you have to say. They all say you can tell me anything the one time i speak my mind i feel like dying you don't have the right to do that to me. because of you i have barely come out of my room in days expect for school of course. your the main reason i stay up in my room cause as soon as i come down i get some type of hate or you annoy the shit out of me.I havent eaten a proper meal in days since Wednesday because i dont want to sit t...

25 April 2014, 11:03 AM
l
2 loves: leephillian9,monstergurl
comment
Journal_pane_9758071394626321

Yeah your saying this attention seeking much hun dont get em wrong i love you but ugh...

So you put a photo on saying~Do you know? when a person laughs too much on stupid things that person is sad deep inside~with the caption Keep talking about me i dare you~~ Well bitch reality check you clearly dont understand the true meaning of that quote and also if you did understand the true meaning of that quote have a close look at the people around you ~ yeah thats right me the one who always laughs so loud help you no matter what did you even think for a second the person who you claim...

12 March 2014, 12:12 PM
l
love
comment
Journal_pane_9758071394180013

Yep Fuck You Too Bub

yeah so you say that you dont think it fair on leaving one person out that always leaves me out but yet you always do shit with them and i bet im not evn thought about being invited and i have been with you from the start but no never even thought about never cared for. Fuck you and Fuck my life. Next time you need anything a shoulder to cry on anything from advice to me inviting you to catch up with me you know what...........FUCK YOU. thats all BYE THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT BEST FRIEND ...

07 March 2014, 08:13 AM
l
2 loves: theearlynovember,leephillian9
comment
Journal_pane_9758071393019136

Fuck my life

Honestly everything was going fine i had thought that i had stopped the patten when as soon as something good happens something bad ruins it. Well here i am again balling my eyes out over a stuid netball who i love so much. They Have Fucked me ver so many times and im getting really annoyed. Now im actually thinking ofleaving and stuffing you up because you have stuffed me up so many times. So dear my Coaches and everyone in my team thats fucked me over or anything I HOPE YOUR HAPPY :o becaus...

21 February 2014, 09:45 PM
l
2 loves: blaqkn8,leephillian9
comment
Journal_pane_9758071392550026

Age 13, she wanted to be dead~Age 16, her wish came true

Sometimes I just feel like I could fly away and see if anyone would notice if I was as unloved as i knew I was,a few days ago i got close to that point that point were you think your best friend hates you so much that you think the best thing to do is tell them that you think it might be better off if we end thid friend ship and i stopped hanging out with the group.That point were you would rather send her a paragraph about how great the past year has been with her being in my life and made ...

16 February 2014, 11:27 AM
l
1 love: leephillian9
comment
Journal_pane_9758071391070620

><><

do you ever feel like your unwanted unloved and not cared for well thats me i feel like my parents dont even care if i walk away and my friends dont get me started the only person can tell everything too has worse problems then me all i want to do is talk to my mum but i cant and it not like i dont get enough shit from my sisters bagging me on everything I do> I can't even tell my best friend anything I feel like she won't understand and won't see me the same after

30 January 2014, 08:30 AM
l
2 loves: leephillian9,imiksimik
comment
Journal_pane_9758071390574293

That secret Crush

For years now my freinds are always asking 'So who do you like?' and lately it has been starting to get on my nerves and it has made me think about it "Who do I like?" and the answer is honestly I like alot of people for very little different thing like one for their personality and so on but nothing that makes me go Guy crazy of course i have those stupid celeb crush who you wish one day will notice you Mine is Reece Mastin and Matty from Awkward and you know that they are never going to n...

24 January 2014, 02:38 PM
l
love
comment
Journal_pane_9758071390573219

Awkward

its so weird how one show can become your muse, your life story, your inspiration, where you want to be in life, you want to be the main character, everything you could be. My obsession only started on 22/01/2014 and i had already watched all 3 season of awkward and wanting season 4 to come so badly but knowing that I'm going to have to wait until April for the first episode of season four to come out. honestly i only started to use this thing because of awkward because i seen how Jenna got ...

24 January 2014, 02:20 PM
l
1 love: blaqkn8
comment

Friends

Sometimes I just feel like I could fly away and see if anyone would notice if I was as unloved as i knew I was, but what can i do i can't make them like me. You know there is always that one friend who even though you feel like they hurt in some way possible but they are also just that person who you cant let go of and you know they wouldn't even send one mintute of anyday thinking about you knowing that they are happier in their new life then they were when they were friends with you. They t...

24 January 2014, 10:17 AM
l
1 love: blaqkn8
1 comment: blaqkn8