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so i went on a date last week .....

yeah 3 weeks of feeling awesome turned out to be feeling screwed over. Yeah I'm so not doing all that again. I feel totally rejected the past few days. After everything I've been through over 3 weeks this was the last thing from the last person expected.

11 August 2013, 10:37 PM
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11 August 2013, 10:28 PM
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now that its been over....

so its been over for many months on my end and then my mother passed away. Life sure has been tough the past 4 months but hey I am hanging in there.

11 August 2013, 10:27 PM
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i wanna strangle him...

I think I've had enough abuse ....I can't take it anymore...I wanna strangle him or something worse! I want the evil words to stop all the torture to end....at the same time my heart loves him and find myself missing his sorry ass. Damn I'm twisted

27 June 2013, 02:49 PM
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shocking truth ....

An email I will carry around forever in my pocket...and the written words a constant echo in my mind.

15 June 2013, 12:02 AM
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nail therapy

Yup getting some much needed nail therapy. Getting tired of doing ny own every night.time to pamper myself . It's time for a new me as it is .tanning too! Yeah I always say I'm so against it but....well I'm lovin it. Now if I could only get motivated to work out ..hmmmm

10 June 2013, 10:29 PM
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hope this works...

Hopefully today will work out as it should...freaking out a bit inside.

03 June 2013, 02:59 PM
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alone

I miss him. I know I should have spent more time with him ..now its gone and I'm crushed . I'm broken too. I guess I hooed there would be time for it all once we got things better between us and we needed time to sort it all out..was or is it still meant to be? I sure hope so ..cause hope is all I have left to go on.

29 May 2013, 05:04 AM
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slipping away...

I'm feeling like my life is slipping away and that I desperately need to get off my ass and live for once.

28 May 2013, 07:39 PM
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staying positive

Trying to keep my head straight

21 May 2013, 08:33 PM
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dude where's my car?

Really wish I knew where my car was at..can't even have it taken care of myself without the addy or my keys..

03 May 2013, 01:38 PM
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and it starts..yet again

When someone really needs to talk and the other won't respond or answer phone it really sucks.

03 May 2013, 01:37 PM
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feeling better......

Not so deathly ill today. I'm starving! Hmmmm.......what to eat first?

26 April 2013, 12:30 PM
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should have known...

I'm such the fool .I should have known last night wouldn't mean jack . I'm tired of not being able to explain myself ever cause he thinks I'm mad or coming at him when I'm not at all.no repeat of last night any time soon that's for sure.

22 April 2013, 08:34 PM
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he has no concept of time...

I swear that man has no concept of time. I have timeframes things can or can not happen in so when your late.....it all goes to shit and there's not enough time for things . Then I get pissed off.

19 April 2013, 07:10 PM
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wow omg ..really?

Somethings he says to me are so cruel ..and he wonders why I can't talk yo him half the time..hell he forces me into it.

18 April 2013, 02:14 PM
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better days ahead

Hopefully better days ahead..

15 April 2013, 08:57 PM
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driving me nuts

Im trying but...he's driving me nuts..

08 April 2013, 08:40 PM
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making me wonder

He's really making me wonder these days......

07 April 2013, 02:25 PM
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something fishy

Things seem odd today like something fishy going on....don't wanna play into that but keeping my head straight is hard .

18 March 2013, 03:16 PM
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