My Secret

I don't care if everyone see this,it's just my fake account.I made this to be free!I wanna share my life to everyone!I am sexually abused by my father,he is now separated to us.I think Evan the people I love is not for me.But I can't give up on him.

11 April 2014, 04:09 PM
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Dear Diary

I hate my world!But I didn't turn bad.I turned the one who bullied,to be the shy one in class.But actually,I just don't want the class room.I remember the day I went school for the first time.I think it was a cage that mom want to be with it.Horrible day ever!

11 April 2014, 04:01 PM
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Dear Diary

My dream,it is to be free!I can do anything I want! Freedom!Freedom to love,to do what I want,to be free in fear of mom. Maybe I became like this because of mom!She is a monster.Monster that caged me until now.I make a boundary to people I don't know.Don't show the true me,and bullied because of that!I show the true me to just my cousins!Even my sister too!

11 April 2014, 03:55 PM
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Dear Diary

I won't care what mom says.I will have a bf,for it or not.It's my personal problem.It is so irritating to hear I can have bf when 30.Mom had it younger, why not me?It's not fair at all!I will leave this house soon!I will get my freedom!

11 April 2014, 02:36 PM
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Dear Diary

I remember again that feelings.I thought I forgot about all of it.But every time I saw you,I realize I'm not over you.It hurts me. But the same time,you inspired me to be better. We are miles away now.I think our hearts too.Will you still remember me when I go back Philippines?

11 April 2014, 07:15 AM
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Dear Diary

I love you Evan.Maybe you too.I made many crush through my class. But I realize love and crush is so different. It's more complicated.Crush just makes you smile and happy.You can forget your feeling for them easily.In food they are just sweet. No more no less.

11 April 2014, 07:08 AM
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Dear Diary

I am still in love with him.I know that I'm not good enough for him,but I'm doing my best to improve myself.If we are meant for each it will work.But for now,I should have to graduate.My mom tells me to don't have bf until30!I think it's too late if that.>_<

11 April 2014, 01:42 AM
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