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my ex fiance the Marine

What do u say about a man that broke my heart soo badly that ever since him I've had a hard time trusting men I wish I could hate him for all that he's done to me but still he's in my heart like it was just yesterday we were planing our wedding I hate and still love him I dnt knw what to do anymore it hurts me still to even look at our pictures together♥:-(

16 November 2013, 12:52 PM
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the bitch of a sister inlaw

so I can only say this on this diaryI f****** hate my sister in law and her mom and daughterthere's such money and loving people and they think their s*** don't stink but let me tell you this I can't wait for the day my brother divorce is this b**** I will be there to tell her I told you so and I hope he gets full custody of my nephew and I will help him with every piece that he needs this b**** needs to go down I will put her down myself and her f***** up daughter

08 November 2013, 10:45 PM
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I hate being the fat friend

ever go out with your friends and hate being that one fat girl and fat friend. Sometimes I'm ok wit my weight other times I hate being over looked cuz all the guys just want a skinny chick or I always feel like the extra wheel every one puts up wit cuz I make them look soo good standing next to a fat girl that's how I felt tonight hanging wit friends while all the guys just wanted to dance with them....... I hate my weight soo much I sometime just wish it could all go away.:-(.

08 November 2013, 09:40 AM
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my nephew♡♡♡

So there is this guy that I'm in love wit he is just soo cute and he makes me smile every time he calls me auntie♥♥

06 October 2013, 08:21 AM
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just when u thought what else could go wrong in my life...

Well this year has nt been good to me I hate that the fact thar I'm still single and dnt have anyone to cuddle wit or even hold my hand is just driving me nut. I want a boyfriend for christmas I'm tired of goin to my family things with no one to call mine and I feel udderly alone and I keep hanging wit my ex boyfriend just to kinda feel liked and I hate that I can't find a man thaT can treat me wit respect and knw what they want in life. But I wanna do better wit my self nw

06 October 2013, 07:03 AM
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ex-boyfriend that hurt me<3

how do u walk away from someone that u used to be in love with but nw its like ur the other ones roomate i mean when is it kool that u go to ur ex house but instead of thinking ur guys are going to cuddle and watch a movie its now more of u playin on ur computers while the time passes i mean what the hell are we just friends i mean i dont know weather i can look for a new bf or if hes just wanting it to be like this no boyfriend girlfriend status i mean what a girl to think i havent any more ...

20 March 2013, 07:10 AM
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life too short<3

life tooo short to have or regreat anything. i found that out today when my best friend told me a friend of mine that just had the gastric bypass project done and i keep thinking how i cant believe just from that surgury she may not even get to live her life that she might have been better off losing the weight the old fashion way i mean shes in my prayers but in my head right now that could have been me i been fighting to get on the list to be able to have the gastric even done and to see al...

11 March 2013, 04:56 AM
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Bella marie<3

i have the coolest dog in the world her name is bella marie but in short its bella she is the smartest and funnyest dog i have ever met in my life i dont have her my ex of an ass does but in my heart she is always gonna be my dog she knows how to make me smile when i am down and puts me in that happy place when i can i love her sooo much and i thank god every time i get to see her for her i wouldnt have roxy and rico and they are the best dogs in the world i love those lil ones

02 March 2013, 11:58 AM
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my nephew xavier<3

this little boy is my heart hes not my kid but i been with him for 4 years he has my heart and he calls me auntie i never thought i could ever love some one sooo much like i love this lil boy he is my mini me and he is my partner in crime he is my buddy and im so thank ful to god and my brother for giving me such a great nephew that i love like he was my own<3

02 March 2013, 11:34 AM
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"im a pretty girl"

i am a pretty girl and i deserve soo much better than how i been treated i been lied to and cheated on and made to look like a fool in front of my friends and family and im tired of it i need something more i need a man that wants to be in my life and love me for me and want to be with me hold me and hold my hand all the time and just kiss me for no reason that what i want and i need to work for. i am a pretty and strong woman

02 March 2013, 09:33 AM
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mother daughter <3

the relationship i have with my mom is not as good as i wish it was i mean i know shes the only parent i have cuz my dad hasnt been in the picture since i was 10 but thats another story my mom and me get along yeah right we have the same dna that about it and i just need to try to spend more time with her its just hard cuz when i am around its always hunny u could be so pretty if u lost all ur fat and i hate to say but i am happy the way i am sometimes cuz the way she makes me feel i mean it ...

02 March 2013, 09:26 AM
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all about me<3

i'm the type of girl that knows how to make a moment last... oh and its by being clumsy lol but i am a goofy out spoken girl that is close with my family and will take anyone down if need to be and on the other hand i am a sweet little girl that is just as cute as a button lol yea any hoot i am a tomboy i know that is true but at the same time i dnt mind getting dressed up once every sooo.... i am in my primes of life at least i should be i am 25 years old no boyfriend inbetween jobs and just...

19 February 2013, 06:25 AM
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I'm fluffy aka(bbw)

im not fat but im not skinny im fluffy. im the type where i can say i am a middle area.. i am healthy. but sometimes i think it would be healthy to lose some weight and be one of those girls on tv you know what i mean those girls that are like i lost 88 pounds on so and so lol and i just some times think it would be nice to be able to keep up with my lil man (aka nephew). but for now i am a bbw and proud.

19 February 2013, 05:58 AM
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my first diary writing<3

today is the day i start my new diary keep sake. i will write about every thing that i can think of and maybe soon it will all come together and i will find my self.......

19 February 2013, 02:26 AM
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