Time Machine - Six Part Invention

I'm currently listening to the mentioned song and it really really makes me sad. It's a really very beautiful song and the lyrics really struck my heart.

18 January 2014, 02:55 PM
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Just let it go. Let him go. :(

18 January 2014, 02:32 PM
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It doesn't mean you can't miss anyone else if you're taken, yes?

I miss you. I miss you. I soooooo miss you.

16 January 2014, 06:06 PM
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You were and you still are HURT.

That's the complete sentence of what you told me, right? It's just the same as me. I get hurt when thinking of what happened between us. The growing flower of love that never reached its full bloom. The bittersweet feeling of missing you and remembering the good times as well as the bad times that has happened to us. I miss you.

16 January 2014, 06:02 PM
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HAPPIER than I was with you.

You told me I'm happy. Well, yes. I am happy. HAPPIER than I was with you.

11 January 2014, 04:29 AM
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I've been hurt. So much.

I believed in your lies but it's my fault in believing them. I haven't realized that I invested so much in you. I'm moving on. Starting to forget the hurt you caused me.

11 January 2014, 04:06 AM
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Just an option.

I know I'm just your option. That I'm the least of your priorities and yet I still stayed with you. I still comforted you, I continued to be there even if it hurts, even if you only remember me when you have no one else to talk to.

20 December 2013, 04:04 PM
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The first and only moment that made me feel you care for me was when you sent me an SMS asking me if I deactivated my FB because you can't seem to find in and you are 'naiinis.' It made me somehow happy that you're quite worked out that I blocked you on FB but that was the only moment I felt it. None before or after that. It didn't even last a day.

20 December 2013, 04:00 PM
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Wake up!

For the longest time i kept answering to your PMs, messages and such but I guess this must be the end of it. It makes me feel guilty about my current boyfriend to keep in touch with you. I couldn't find myself either to tell him that I would still talk to you and keep our friendship. Because even though we've been really good friends, it also happened that our friendship had a crack that won't be mended simply. I started ignoring you for a just almost two days and you PM-ed me on FB saying ...

13 December 2013, 10:09 AM
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So long.

I haven't written in here for as long as I can remember. Haha! I must've been busy with my love life. ;) I am just so happy that things are going well with my Love. <3

11 December 2013, 01:56 PM
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The Little Plant

Once upon a time, there is a gardener. He will just build his garden so he asked his friends on how to start it. When he was at the shopping district, he passed by a garden store and decided to go in. Looking at all the seeds in the store, he spotted one lonely seed among all the other seeds in the store and decided to buy it. When he arrived home, he planted the seed very gently in his garden plot whispering, "I'll take care of you and I won't let you wither." Days passed by and the gardene...

07 November 2013, 07:58 AM
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You went very very far away. Leaving me wandering. Wandering in a never ending journey. Not knowing where I might end up be. Looking at all the little discoveries in this world alone. Embracing the pain of not being able to share them with you. Welcoming each and every tear coming from my eyes As each teardrop is a remembrance, a simple and painful reminder of you. The you which was once mine. The you which was once in my life.

06 November 2013, 05:01 PM
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Just when you're giving your all to reach out to him, he's too busy walking away from you.

06 November 2013, 04:14 PM
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Discovery.

I discovered or rather I realized that when someone tells you they love you, you expect that person to treat you in a very special way. You expect that you would always be their top priority, that simply talking to you would make them jump for joy. But when they're not doing the expected...Negative thoughts come in. Then in the end, you'll just realize, you have no right to demand anything from him because he JUST loves you and he JUST acknowledges it. He is not supposed to do something abo...

21 October 2013, 06:55 PM
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A Sad Love Story

Even though we're both single, we can't be together. I had this conversation with a special person in my life. He knows I like him and he also told me that he feels the same but when he was so ready to fight for us I wasn't that ready and I turned my back on him because I was so scared of everything that could happen. I'm scared to be alone. So that ruined things between us. So right now, we have a very complicated situation between us both. Preventing us from being together. Both of us ha...

20 October 2013, 06:08 AM
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I feel unwanted :(

For me, the most important feeling in the relationship is to make your partner feel that your want him/her. It's true that you may not have fixed everything between you but if you still feel wanted, that's what will keep you from holding on to this person. From fighting for the two of you to be together. But if this feeling of being wanted is gone, what's left now?Sadness? Apathy? Friendship? I don't know. You won't even have the determination to hold on. Yes, you can endure a one-sided re...

14 October 2013, 06:35 AM
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I want to say goodbye but...

Have you ever felt like you want to quit being the idiot you are now? Especially when it feels like you are begging for someones's attention. You want to say goodbye for real but you know you can't for the fear that he'll not stop you. For the fear that he won't even look around and stare at your face one last time. For the fear that he'll push through with it and let you have your own way. For the fear that you'll realize it's all over.

13 October 2013, 12:03 PM
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Illusions

I know I'm still under his spell. I went under his spell unaware of all that could happen. I'm still believing that there could be an 'us'. That he'll choose me and be with me again. I am still believing in these things but I know deep inside me THIS WILL NOT HAPPEN. This is not gonna happen soon. But the problem is I can't force myself to get away from him. I still want to talk to him. To spend time with him even though I know that it's never gonna happen. That he already shut me somewher...

13 October 2013, 11:49 AM
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I feel unwanted.

I don't want to dwell on the fact, I don' t want to believe it either but if that's what I'm feeling something might be wrong, right?

13 October 2013, 11:20 AM
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Boys will be boys.

That's what my guy friend told me when I told him that news got to me that someone I like have a thing with some girl from another institute. So that would be ummm the third girl I know (I'm not included in the count) that he's currently flirting with. Haha! I believe he has more than that. :))

13 October 2013, 10:30 AM
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