Migraine - Moonstar88

Oo nga pala, Hindi nga pala tayo Hanggang dito lang ako Nangangarap na mapa-sayo Hindi sinasadya Na hanapin pa ang lugar ko Asan nga ba ako? Andiyan pa ba sa iyo? Nahihilo, nalilito Asan ba 'ko sa'yo? AASA BA 'KO SA'YO? Nasusuka ako, Kinakain na ang loob Masakit na mga tuhod, Kailangan bang lumuhod? Gusto ko lang naman, Yung totoo Yung tipong ang sagot, Ay 'di rin isang tanong Nahihilo, nalilito Asan ba ko sayo? Asan ba ko sayo? Nahihilo, nalilito Asan ba ko sayo? ...

20 September 2013, 12:57 PM
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It may be impossible but miracles do happen right?

19 September 2013, 07:17 PM
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Believe in yourself. Believe you can do it. Once you did, you can make anything possible.

19 September 2013, 07:01 PM
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Ouch.

Yeah, we have this secret group on FB where only him and me are the members. We post things we want to share to each other there, put blunt comments, and post pictures of us together. He also put a cover photo of us there. As I stumbled upon this page right now, it still makes my heart ache though it is a bit bearable now, maybe because my mind is still occupied with things I have to do and finish. But still, I know I can get used to it bit by bit. I'll be stronger!

19 September 2013, 06:57 PM
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The pain doesn't go away. It's just that bit by bit, I'm getting used to it. And sometime, someday, I can smile like nothing happened.

19 September 2013, 06:47 PM
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I always find it annoying that whenever I want to talk to somebody, they don't want to talk to me. And when they finally want to talk to me, I don't want to entertain them. *sigh*

19 September 2013, 06:32 PM
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When you want it the most, there's no easy way out. ♫♪ <That's the Way it is>

19 September 2013, 05:57 PM
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And it's a damned too slow process.

18 September 2013, 12:34 PM
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I always find myself looking at the door. Hoping that you'd show up and give me your sweetest smile.

18 September 2013, 12:26 PM
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Holding on

I'm still holding on to you and I am never gonna lose hope in having you back my love. (。◕‿◕。)

18 September 2013, 11:42 AM
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You're online Love.

Hello! I'm worried about you right now. Seeing you online could only mean that you are out of your apartment and you are somewhere else eating(?) or maybe drinking(?) with your roommates. I really wish I could tell you to go home right now and to not leave your place during this hour since it's past midnight right now and it's not safe to go out and eat. Please take care always Dearest huh? I miss you and I hope you miss me too. *sobs*

17 September 2013, 06:57 PM
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Hopes

It's funny how my fire of hope light up whenever I see you online. Yes, we don't talk to each other. Not even a single "Hi." or even a "Good night." But still I get a happy when I see that green circle beside your name indicating you are there. ^_^ I really miss you. I miss our conversations.

17 September 2013, 06:46 PM
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Well, yeah. They have a point.

17 September 2013, 04:15 PM
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No matter how busy I am. No matter how busy I try to be. I still have enough time to think about you, secretly hoping you'll think about me too.

16 September 2013, 03:37 PM
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Do you?

Do you somehow expect me to send you a message when you see me online? Do you go to my profile page and check out my posts? Do you look at your phone and secretly wish I'd text you? Do you sometimes hope that I'd be waiting for you outside your house? Do you still remember the times we spent together? Do you wish that we'd be happy together again? (╥﹏╥)

15 September 2013, 12:58 PM
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Rainy Day

The weather today is a bit nasty. It just suddenly started to rain so hard this afternoon. Good thing though, that it was exactly just as I am on my way home. :)

15 September 2013, 11:05 AM
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Guilty.

My heart aches as if it's going to burst. It makes my hands and feet go numb. Whenever I remember the bad things I did to you, I feel like I'm dying little by little. Like each and every day that passes by, took a part of my life in it. I'm sucked up by guilt and regrets.

15 September 2013, 10:59 AM
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2AM

So I'm like a zombie again still working at 2AM. But, I'm quite happy that I learned new things in Blender. ;) And take note, I explored it on my own. Yay! <<i played with the particles system again and also the force fields>>

14 September 2013, 07:09 PM
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You told me to get away from you. To give you time, to give you space. I don't talk to you. I don't chat you even when you're online. I don't text you. I quit nagging you. Even if it hurts me so much, I'm trying to do it. I force myself to do it for you. I know it hurts you more. I know... I know...

14 September 2013, 05:17 PM
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It hurts so much to live a life without you. And it hurts more that I hurt you without even knowing it. I was so into getting revenge for what he did to other people that in the end it was YOU of all the people that I ended up hurting. I really really regret what I did. Please Lord, help him heal his broken heart and that he may find it in his heart to forgive and that he still loves me and wants to be with me to start a new chapter of our love story. Please. Please. :'(

14 September 2013, 01:44 PM
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