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Memories

Yeah, you see Everything starts with a smile Holding hands, fake laugh Lasts for just a little while You were the one for me in every dream Your voice, your laugh All just like a symphony It goes away... You went away With every washed out lie you threw at me And every scream and fist that you gave me You showed me just how fast everything changes I can see it now. I can see everything now You try to fix by giving me some attention You stroke my hair and have me glued to your body You kis...

16 October 2014, 02:14 AM
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Chapter Nine - And If I Lose It All

I was just sick and tired of waiting for him to get off he's ass. I called him and said we needed to talk. He started breaking up with me over the phone, and my heart felt like being filled with dust. The feeling of anger and hate filled my body and soul and I just wanted to scream. I told him I couldn't believe he was doing that with us, and that I wanted to have a conversation with him, but looking at him. He said that would be okay and I got my things an left. The whole way over there I wa...

25 August 2014, 04:27 PM
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Chapter Eight - Oh... Those broken pieces

It was just last Sunday night when we were talking about life and how people had hurt us in so many ways. Thinking about how we can get out of any situation by using positive thinking and taking control of our lifes I said: But none of the things people have ever done to you can define the person you are. You are not broken because someone told you that. You are always in control of your life. Of the choices you make. And what happen before doesn't tell us what is going to happen next. I can ...

13 August 2014, 09:18 PM
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Chapter Seven - Not so different after all

It was a Saturday night when he asked me over to his place. I went there cause I missed him, cause I wanted to hug him and kiss him till I was too tired to open my eyes. I wanted to lay down on his bed and feel the warmth of his body there, so close to me. When i got there we started to watch a really funny movie. He didn't liked and changed to some other masculine shit. He started touching me and my whole body just lit up. The touching got a little too heavy for me. I dont know what it was, ...

13 August 2014, 07:46 PM
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Chapter Six - A different guy for a change

It was a Tuesday afternoon when we called me to know If i could go to his place to watch a movie. I asked my mom to drop me off at he's place and she said yes. It was going great and all, till the car broke down in the middle of the road. Looking back I think I should have seen the sings. It was all so obvious. I called him and told him about the car, and said that i was going there to see him anyways. With a lot of effort i got there and texted him to let him know. He got down stairs and wel...

11 August 2014, 08:57 PM
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Chapter Five - Finally we are here

It was a Thursday night when we decided to meet up. I hoped into the cab and watched the stars follow me to the subway station where he was waiting for me. I walked to his car and did not know if I should hold him and give a warm smile or just get into the car so we could leave. Anyways, I got into the car and we left. We was smiling the whole time and we were telling each other about the weeks that had past since we last saw each other. I was talking about my trips and he was talking about t...

11 August 2014, 02:44 AM
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Chapter Four - Everyday Mess

Seeing him triggered something inside of me. My heart could light up the darkness inside my head, and make me glow while felling the hope that he brought to me that night. I dreamed about seeing him again, and the days that followed our meeting were marked by the great smile that covered my face in the happiest way possible. I was going to spend two weeks travelling for work. I was actually working with a great research group, and we were travelling all around the country trying to take kid...

04 August 2014, 01:53 AM
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Chapter Three - Little black dress

Some might think that after you set a date to meet someone, the process would get easier. Well, it doesn't. After we set a date for us to meet, everything started to go wrong. We were supposed to meet Friday; But because faith loves me (witch means it doesn't) he fell down the stairs and hurt he's back. When he got better, we decided Saturday night could be great too. But well, he's car broke down. Yeahp! I was almost giving up when we decided that it was Thursday or ever to meet. So i went ...

01 August 2014, 09:15 PM
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Chapter Two - Trying to begin again

And it goes the story of this thing that sometimes I think it will be always impossible to define. We started talking to each other everyday. About random things, trying to get to know the person behind the other keyboard. Like it was really possible for someone to know who the other one truly is with just some words that go from one phone to another trough a cybernetic space of zeros and ones that don't even get along. Those text's kinda seemed like us. Forces reaching trough emptiness tryin...

31 July 2014, 05:01 AM
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Chapter One

It all started on a Monday afternoon. I was browsing trough the internet, when I came across one of those silly pages that invites you to like or dislike photos of random boys. I don't know if all you guys know what I'm talking about, so I'm going to take some time to explain it. Just for a few seconds. There's a lot of pages like that online. You can enter one of those with your email, and even with facebook. And then, the fun starts. Or at least this is how they sell the page. What really h...

28 July 2014, 03:31 AM
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