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STOP

You are what you do; your actions define you. This is not who you want to be. You have full control over your actions. Stop. Doing. It.

24 December 2014, 07:35 PM
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Amour !

"Je pense que l'amour est un concept inventé pour expliquer l'irrationnel et les poussées d'adrénaline et le sexe et le plaisir et la beauté et les frissons qui nous courent sous la peau le temps d'une caresse et les autres gens qui sont si ordinaires et tes yeux et la chose qui me tord le ventre et plein d'autres choses que la raison et les philosophes et les sociologues et les scientifiques ne pouvaient pas expliquer. Je me demande. Es-tu beau parce que je t'aime ? Ou est-ce que je t'aime p...

16 February 2014, 02:56 PM
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"You've gotten fat"

"You've gotten fat". I just shut my thoughts and went straight to my room. I wanted to reply something, but I knew it would just make things worse. I wanted to say "Hell yes ! Yes I've gotten fat ! Is it even surprising ? Because when your dad's got cancer and doesn't seem to get out of the hospital, when your mum could break at any moment, when your brother makes it worse, when your heart's a bit broken, when most of your friends just seem occupied with their stupid tiny problems, all you wa...

15 February 2014, 07:07 PM
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Moving on

I just found something I wrote a while ago about a guy. The only one I ever fell in love with. It was a note, I guess I never wanted him to read it, but I needed the thought to get out of my system. (The translation was tricky and is probably filled with errors.) "I think things change. I think we both changed. We grew up. What was true back then isn't anymore. When I remember what happened the year we met, I feel like these were someone else's memories. Because they're so not me. The memori...

01 February 2014, 12:45 PM
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"Kisses from France"

I hate Sociology. I didn't always hate it, but I do now. It just says “if your parents are appropriately rich, you've got nothing to do in order to succeed, and nothing to complain about”. The truth is, my parents are appropriately rich. They don't make me do anything, don't care if I marry someone poorer, like we see in these lame movies, don't care if I don't go to the same college as them, they've never been any kind of constraint to me, whatever I wanted to do. But hell, I wanna compla...

01 February 2014, 09:51 AM
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