One year has gone since the last time we talked. I have tried many times to get in touch with again. I have tried to disguise my interest in him though, but he's not stupid, he knows I've been in love with him all this time. But nothing I did was able to make him change his mind, on contrary, I guess he despises me even more after all this long time... and I dont know what to do to forget him as I cant find a person more special than him.

15 September 2014, 03:27 AM
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I love him

I love him, although he makes me suffer. He makes me suffer because he does'nt let me know what goes inside his heart. His heart is everything I wanted to reach. But he ignores everything I am, he ignores everything I do. Again I did something to make him notice me, but it had no effect upon him. Why does he do that to me? He knows I want him that much, but he is not capable to explain why I should not insist on his heart, and days goes and I can't see because my eyes are blindfolded by passi...

02 September 2014, 02:50 AM
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I've been told again that I'm not normal, yea they called me crazy once again. I don't think I have done anything wrong, yet the best I can seems not to be enough...

02 May 2014, 02:47 AM
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Why is it so hard to value me above other things? I know I have to leave those things behind, but it is so hard! The difference now is that I won't doubt my reasons and I won't think further about that because I know I'm right on keep going on... alone.

24 August 2013, 08:01 PM
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Renegade

I have always had faith in God and believed in His words. Years ago I found out that this world was full of atheists and I confess that was something I could not comprehend, then I tried to "help" them to find the truth that God is real, but in exchange I got the most offending words I've heard in my life, not only against me, but also against God and all kind of religious beliefs. I have also during my entirely life tried to learn from the Bible, and somethings that I have heard in the churc...

13 August 2013, 11:34 PM
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