Hello

Hello, it's me I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet To go over everything They say that time's supposed to heal ya But I ain't done much healing Hello, can you hear me? I'm in California dreaming about who we used to be When we were younger and free I've forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet There's such a difference between us And a million miles Hello from the other side I must have called a thousand times To tell you I'm sorry for everything that...

17 December 2016, 12:57 PM
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Wake me up when september ends..

I can't wait to be done in my shity school. I don't have to deal with a bunch of hypocrites. It's gonna be exhausting for rest of the month for me. But I know I will get there..I just need to be patience. Ugghh. I

24 August 2015, 06:27 AM
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To: Nanay, Tatay and Kuya.

I miss you all. Dear kuya sitoy, Sa tuwing maiisip ko na wala kana. hindi ko ito matangap. nasasaktan ako. pakiramadam ko may pagkukulang ako. ang sakit na makita kita sa loob ng 9 yrs na di tau nagkita. uuwi ako na wala ka ng buhay, sobrang lungkot ko na wala kana. naisip ko lahat ng pag aalaga, pag papahalaga mo at pag mamahal mo saakin. na hindi naramadadaman sa mga kapatid natin, nung mga panahon na nag iisa ako, ikaw lang ang nag-aalala para sakin. ngayon na wla kana, parang gumuho na ...

04 March 2015, 09:43 PM
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My Son.

I can't wait to hold you in my arms. In this lonely place, you gave me new hope in life. I love you so much . I can't wait to see You. Love, Mama and Daddy.

11 September 2014, 10:47 AM
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i dont wanna try harder because, i dont wanna get hurt anymore.

Alam ko nag bago na saakin Ang inlaws ko. Pero nag bago narin ako ng pananaw sa buhay. Ayokong maging ganito. Pero lahat ng naranasan ko sa buhay. Binago na ko. Ang dami Kong problems simula ng ma move ako sa states, Hindi ko na mahanap Ang sarili ko. Hindi ako masaya. At dahil sa pinag dadaanan ko ngayon, ayoko ng I try . Na baguhin pa. Dahil ayoko ng masaktan . Kung Hindi nila ako maintindihan, wala akong magagawa, at di ko ipipilit Ang sarili ko sa knila, kung Anu man Ang pinag away...

23 August 2014, 12:21 PM
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Sad but true.

Hayyyy buhay nga naman parang life lang.

16 August 2014, 01:03 AM
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goodbye my friend :)

Everyone deserve a second chances, but what if that second chance is a closure? We have to accept it. move on let go and be happy for them. Wish them all the best. And you start a new life. A new you. And smile because, you've learned your mistake, and become a better person because of them.

23 June 2014, 09:15 PM
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"Palatandaan"

Gusto Kong humingi ng signs. Kahit na Alam Kong Ang buhay ay Hindi nawowork sa Ganun. Pero minsan nakakapagod ng umasa, at masaktan ng paulit-ulit. Kaya nagmamadali akong malaman Ang sagot. Gusto Kong humingi ng signs. Pwede ko ba syang maramdaman ulit? Pwede ko ba syang makausap ulit? Kahit isang beses lang. Pangako kung ano man Ang magiging resulta nito. Handa ako kung Anu man yun. Gusto ko lang malaman kung nababasa nya ba Ang lahat ng Mga mensahe ko. O kahit hindi ko sya maka usap. ...

16 May 2014, 03:55 AM
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from my sweet innocence to a bitter rigidity

I used to have a healthy personality. caring, sweet and nice to everyone. happy and smiling all the time. this is wayback when i used to be innocent in the world. but as a get older. I started to learn alot. it is so hard. in my new world. i dont know if I can fit in all i see is selfishness, kissing asses, hypocrisy, and people dont care to each other.I ask myself, should i stay being nice? I dont want to be take advantage of again. or just be one of them? and not to care anymore? and i di...

12 May 2014, 08:13 PM
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Everything is gonna be Okay.

Today, I am giving up everything, And I am finally letting go of it, with a big smile on my face.

04 May 2014, 07:03 AM
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"Hiling"

Pwede mag wish? Isa lang naman, pwede bang humingi ng bestfriend. gusto ko yung kagaya nya oh kaya pwede bang sya nalang ulit? joke lang lol Na-aalala ko dati nung 14 palang ako nun.pag meron akong gusto, mag wiwish lang ako sa diary ko. at mapapaniginipan ko sya at magkakatotoo. mangyari kaya ulit yun? oh bka pinagttripan lang ako ng mga wishes ko. Alam ko, wala naman to sa eargernest at paniniwala mo na makuha ang mga ninanais mo sa buhay, dahil sa bawat yugto ng buhay mo. may mga taong ...

26 April 2014, 07:52 PM
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Sometime's we d0n't realize h0w much s0me0ne mean's to us until we lose them c0mpletely.

This is quite strange to think, As this joyous night turns to be empty. This night seems to have been altered, Of massive clusters in the night sky. I knew that you're the missing piece, On this perfect moment of my life. I want to have you back again, But it was already too late, As I was caught in the middle of nothing. And when I gained back my consciousness, I was already alone at my world. If everything fails because I lost you, Then maybe this perfect night, Will be just another dream O...

22 April 2014, 07:13 PM
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To all my Bestfriends that I've lost.

This song is for all of you guys. eventhough the time has changed us. Im still glad you've all became part of my life I love you guys =) PLEASE REMEMBER Time, sometimes the time just slips away And your left with yesterday Left with the memories I, I'll always think of you and smile And be happy for the time I had you with me Though we go our seperate ways I won't forget so don't forget The memories we made Please remember, please remember I was there for you And you were there for me Ple...

14 April 2014, 08:05 PM
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Dear Diary,

today is gloomy and quiet saturday. last night finished final episode of fushigi yuugi ova. lol im kinda dissapointed. why there alwys a really good series and movie and they never gave a really good ending. grrr i didnt even got to see tamahome and miacas baby. im kinda sad this anime is already over. i love all the characters. especially, my yummy Hotohori (drooling) haha hes my bet. anyways, i need to find another distraction im so bored right now. i wish i have money to travel everywhere ...

12 April 2014, 10:11 PM
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What hurts the most is knowing that you meant so much to me, but you didn't even care to give me another chance

Sorry about the distracting background picture. anyways, i decided not to tell you how i really feel. because our relationship is already exausted. if you are really reading all my messages that i left to you, and you chose not to responds at all. I want you to know that I'll try my very best to understand. if you think that this is over for you and you dont care anymore. I can't do nothing about it. but please dont forget that, from the very beginning all i did was to love and care about yo...

08 April 2014, 09:47 PM
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Art of Letting go

Put away the pictures. Put away the memories. I put over and over Through my tears I've held them till I'm blind They kept my hope alive As if somehow that I'd keep you here Once you believed in a love forever more? How do you leave it in a drawer? Now here it comes, the hardest part of all Unchain my heart that's holding on How do I start to live my life alone? Guess I'm just learning, Learning the art of letting go. Try to say it's over Say the word goodbye. But each time it catches in my...

20 March 2014, 09:40 PM
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Broken Into Pieces

Relationships are like broken glass. You will only hurt yourself trying to fix it.

20 March 2014, 09:24 PM
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