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Dear Diary,

I am so angry. I am this FEMALE SPARTAN by Wiggers123 Deviant Art. Maybe it's hormonal.

28 September 2013, 05:11 AM
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Journal_pane_9509851380341227

Dear Diary,

I already found a quote from someone else's public note that I found inpirational. Wow, and I think I've read this book. I think I read it when I was single though. I wonder if Charlotte Bronte ever got married. I definitely feel this way when I need to get things done MY WAY!

28 September 2013, 05:07 AM
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Dear Diary,

I am trying to Keep It Simple Stupid (KISS) but (butt) I just quit smoking. Suggestopedia. Is that a real topic? Redress Red Dress Red Cross Seeing Red Red Red Wine

28 September 2013, 04:59 AM
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Journal_pane_9509851380340573

Dear Diary,

I must have an extreme fear of dying. But why did I smoke if I have this fear? Was I trying to conquer my fear of death? This is too deep for me right now. Let's find a pretty picture to post along with these thoughts.

28 September 2013, 04:56 AM
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Journal_pane_9509851380340345

Dear Diary,

I am publicly displaying my diary because I have a fear of socializing. I am practicing here to get out some of my personal problems under my alias/mantra. I don't really understand the psychology of it, but I do feel isolated like this rock.

28 September 2013, 04:52 AM
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Journal_pane_9509851380340025

Dear Diary,

I think I may have a shopping problem. I think I should look at nature scenes instead when I feel stressed out. Shopping therapy must not be working now. I'm all maxed out anyway. Cigarettes are too expensive too. Drink Water.

28 September 2013, 04:47 AM
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Journal_pane_9509851380339662

Dear Diary,

I quit smoking today. I also still have to lose 50 pounds so I can wear Skinny Jeans like this girl in the picture. I still want to do local 5K runs so I guess I should get started on my walk/run program. Still jobless. Making stuff to sell. I think the voices are going away.

28 September 2013, 04:41 AM
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