I am so angry. I am this FEMALE SPARTAN by Wiggers123 Deviant Art. Maybe it's hormonal.
I already found a quote from someone else's public note that I found inpirational. Wow, and I think I've read this book. I think I read it when I was single though. I wonder if Charlotte Bronte ever got married. I definitely feel this way when I need to get things done MY WAY!
I am trying to Keep It Simple Stupid (KISS) but (butt) I just quit smoking. Suggestopedia. Is that a real topic? Redress Red Dress Red Cross Seeing Red Red Red Wine
I must have an extreme fear of dying. But why did I smoke if I have this fear? Was I trying to conquer my fear of death? This is too deep for me right now. Let's find a pretty picture to post along with these thoughts.
I am publicly displaying my diary because I have a fear of socializing. I am practicing here to get out some of my personal problems under my alias/mantra. I don't really understand the psychology of it, but I do feel isolated like this rock.
I think I may have a shopping problem. I think I should look at nature scenes instead when I feel stressed out. Shopping therapy must not be working now. I'm all maxed out anyway. Cigarettes are too expensive too. Drink Water.