Wounds & Patches

She really broked my heart. I tought that G will defend me and stay by my side whatever happened. But I was wrong becouse her boy-friend argued with me so she was by him side. I feel like a shit and I don't know if I had lose her. She's the only one for me and with her I can be myself and I feel like I'm at home. S showed me many new things about friendship and sometimes I think that G doesn't want me by her side at all. S in very honest and simply. I feel lei le she loves me and it's very am...

07 April 2014, 10:20 PM
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new year, same thoughts

A new year started but I'm just thinking about the same problems. I think about A very often but C, my b-friend, is sick becouse cut his hand at work so I have to take care of him all of the time. I can see A when I go to the disco or in pics on Facebook. When I see him smileing in videos I feel excited and I can understand nothing. Thinking about him makes me feel relaxed and safety and this feeling is going on for years. I though that C was my only one, but can he erase A at all?? I need to...

03 January 2014, 12:59 AM
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Start hard

Hi I'm Helen and I'm 17. Today was the last day at school before X-mas holidays. In just one morning something happened and confused me at all. Tonight I dreamed my last love A and he tried to stay with me in every way. He also tried to kiss me but I couldn't 'couse of my boyfriend C. This morning I woke up and dressed myself while I was thinking about A. I ran to the station to take my train that takes me to the city where is my school. Here I saw A and he was just looking at me so I walked...

29 December 2013, 12:16 AM
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