RESTLESS

Music used to be a something I did to keep sane while I studied. I never thought my passion for it would develop so strongly. I have an assured spot in a medicine course at my university and I should and I will pursue it. BUT i feel so restless, I feel like I need to do something about my music too! Im torn because I do not know what medicine will be like yet. So I don't know for sure about anything. I guess I am just going to take life as it comes and try my best with my music and just keep ...

08 July 2014, 04:31 PM
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Arctic Monkeys Mashup

I just made a mashup of do I wanna know and why'd you only call me when you're high by the Arctic Monkeys :) please watch it if you can, would mean the world! http://youtu.be/fPZ1Fdp5kr4

06 June 2014, 06:37 PM
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REALITY CHECK

So this really opened up my eyes to see just how lucky I am. I suggest everyone have a look at this beautiful project. I only dream of a world where every child grows up in a safe and promising environment. http://news.distractify.com/culture/childrens-bedrooms-across-the-world/?v=1

11 April 2014, 08:33 AM
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WHY

Why the f**k am I so down? Why do I feel so alone? I am healthy, I have a loving family and some great friends. I am so lucky. And I still feel like this!? SNAP OUT OF IT! Does anyone else feel like this, can't be the only one surely?

06 April 2014, 06:56 PM
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So I have been a bit AWOL lately, don't know why to be honest. University is back and full on already~ going to be an interesting year. IF YOU ARE BORED YOU SHOULD FIND ME ON YOUTUBE - Arsh2411 I always appreciate any feedback! :)

10 March 2014, 07:49 AM
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Feeling Stressed

Deciding when to brush your teeth at night has got to be one of the most stressful decisions of the day. I really want to brush my teeth right now but at the same time, I don't want to ban myself from eating anything more! What if I really want to eat some more chocolate later?! I really don't think I am ready for this sort of commitment.

17 February 2014, 03:40 PM
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Check it out :)

Hey you sexy faces, how is everything? nothing too interesting in my life except the other night, I met a beautiful guy who has the most incredible abs ever. can't even deal. anyways, so i sing a little and here's my new cover:) have a look if you like - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LVcwLsua2I :))

10 February 2014, 03:27 PM
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That One Best Friend

Is it just me or do you sometimes miss having just that one best friend, that one favourite person, the sibling/love you never had. I miss that. I miss it so much especially tonight. Don't get me wrong, I have some wonderful friends who I love to death but that intimacy and close knit friendship with that one special person is lacking. I'm guessing it has a little to do with the fact that I kinda fell for my boy best friend a few years ago and then I got ditched by another best friend two yea...

03 February 2014, 02:37 PM
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Oh my frickity frack

Holy f**cking shit! Never learn to drive with your parents. I am so ducking pissed off. Like I am actually walking home because we got so angry at each other and oh my god I cannot even express my anger. Thought this would help but I don't want to throw my phone on something ffs

02 February 2014, 09:23 AM
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Do you ever...

.. Just look at an amazingly beautiful/ handsome person and then feel the urge to just say "awww damnnn boy you got some great DNA sequences workin for ya!"

30 January 2014, 03:39 PM
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The V card

So I am pretty much the only virgin in my friend group and when these girls cry over their boyfriends when they break up and then when I try and say, it'll be okay, just be patient, they playing the frickin "you're a virgin, you don't get it". B**ch I know exactly what the hell sex is and how important it can be to some people haha just cause I am a virgin does not mean I am stupid or ignorant. FFS. Stop begging your ex for sex and go hook up with another guy and get over his "perfect penis"....

29 January 2014, 09:34 AM
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Is it me?

So I rarely complain about my love life simply because it is me who has high expectations and it is me who is the hopeless romantic and I am not always the luckiest. The ones interested in me are ones I don't feel that way about, the ones I like, either lead me on or hurt me and any guy I find attractive somehow feels that he is not good enough for me. It sucks that some guys find me intimidating. While its flattering that they think I am worthy of a great guy, it makes me sad that they aren'...

29 January 2014, 09:29 AM
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We are weird

Isn't it so weird that we set our diaries to public and yet we'd freak out if someone we knew personally read these posts? I think we all appreciate the anonymity and the point of view of a stranger or the opinion if someone who knows little or nothing about us. We don't want everything to be known but we still want to be heard. And that is why I love this online diary stuff! The freedom to write your heart out without the fear of judgement of those closest to you :)

28 January 2014, 03:40 PM
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If you're having a bad day...

Just know that I have to wake up in 6-7 hours and work an 8.5 hour shift without breaks. Goodnight chickens, hope your day is more fabulous than mine x - A

27 January 2014, 03:46 PM
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:(

I don't want to be single anymore! 18 years of single life is more than enough if you ask me. All my mates are in beautiful relationships and I'm just chillin here with ma cat eating chocolate. Where the f**k is my guy!? -.-

27 January 2014, 03:42 PM
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I AM SO DONE

holy frick. I am so angry right now. I cannot even fathom how much I just want to storm into her room and just throw shit at her. So she had a "bad day" and I go in there to apologise for being snappy earlier and I get pushed out and get all this stuff thrown at me and get the door shut on my face. I AM SO FURIOUS. She is so frustrating. I swear 15 year olds think the world revolves around them. She says "Everyone loves you. I am a failure. No one in the family likes me, I get shit for being ...

24 January 2014, 03:18 PM
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Story of My Life

15 January 2014, 12:25 PM
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Words of Wisdom

"We accept the love we think we deserve" - The Perks of Being a Wallflower

14 January 2014, 03:34 PM
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To me being carefree doesn't mean doing illegal stuff. To me it's staying up late and waking up early, it's putting in everything into that damn paper the night before it's due. It is auditioning for talent shows just cause you can. LIFE IS TOO SHORT. So I am going to go out there and sing my heart out, I will take a chance with my heart and love hopelessly. I will smile at and compliment strangers. I will tell the people I love I love them anytime I can. I will rip up the dance floor at part...

14 January 2014, 03:29 PM
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Happiness

They say an object will never make you happy. I don't know, this beautiful guitar of mine makes me pretty damn happy ^_^

12 January 2014, 02:07 PM
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