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That moment when you feel all hope is lost and you just want to rot in hell because that's all you ever known the pain takes over any emotion you had towards life and crumbles it into like a paper ball you can never make it perfect again. It's like tearing yourself into pieces because you can no longer find yourself. You are forever that invisible human being that no one cares about no one listens to you're by yourself wishing the pain would just end and at that moment it does. God has saved ...

02 November 2014, 05:17 PM
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My Story

The lights flicker and the walls feel like they are closing in, and the hospital smell isn’t helping either. I feel alone too alone all is quiet except for the ticking of the clock. The minutes are going by too slowly all I want to do is get out. Get out of this hell hole… That’s where it all started. Back in 2006 the year the most important person to me died… My mother, the person that kissed my scraps and bruises and the woman that was my role model part of me died with her that day. If onl...

31 October 2014, 02:41 AM
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Too Much

Somedays the pain is too much and to real. The reality is, it is. No matter what I say or do I'm trapped in a forever lasting pain. I'm tired of telling the same story over and over again. I've tried medication and therapy both failed. I want help that works. I want to live again, because as time goes on my life or thoughts get worse and I can't stop thinking... I just want to be saved.

14 October 2014, 12:15 AM
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The pain is everlasting and I feel so alone it's like only seeing black and white when color is available.I have a few options that glows brighter than the others but life isn't one of them so I'm stuck in the darkness. People say "oh you're fine." That's a lie they don't know my life and they don't know what goes on in my mind. It's a place no one should be lerking because once you're there, there is no return. The beatings and bruisings from when I was younger has left me numb and hurt. I m...

14 October 2014, 12:03 AM
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