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Toxic People

Sometimes we have to sit and think about the people who are not good for us. Seems a bit selfish and to be honest who fucking cares! I'm in the point of my life where if someone is NOT supporting me in the choices that I make, and only wants to see me do BAD, then guess what!? Out the door they go! I'm tired of getting hurt by the people I love! The people I love is suppose to be supportive, positive, and always have my back! I have this BIG FUCKING HEART to forgive the ones that hurt me and ...

13 August 2016, 02:44 PM
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What's Your Passion?

The best solution to get rid of all evil thoughts and negativity is finding whatever you are good at and doing it. Never knew about my passion until I had all this extra time to figure it out. Sitting in front of the mirror with my makeup surrounding me gives me LIFE! To be able to make my ideas come to life is AMAZING! Those few hours that I sit making my creations gives me this feeling of ease, peace, and happiness. I find it as an escape from the real world even if it's just for a couple o...

18 October 2014, 01:18 PM
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Hold On Don't Go Home

That sharp metal object I hold in my hand, such a cold piece of metal, edges so sharp I pass my finger through it and...ohh! I start to bleed. I look at it drip...drip..drip. I stare at my wrist, throbbing for release. I hear nothing but my heartbeat, the pain comes back no not from my finger but from when my world became dark. Warm wet tears start rolling from my eyes and I stare at the metal object expecting it to help me escape from my pain. I held it close to my vain....I'm ready...this ...

05 October 2014, 03:08 PM
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Stay Strong

Sometimes when things are going good, smoothly, and calm the feelings come back. The dark pain that holds me down. When will this pain go away? It's been almost 13 years ago and it still effects me....why? I pray to God all the time to help me be a stronger and better person, but my thoughts, and memories about it comes back to haunt me. I TRY so hard to focus on the positive and appreciate the things I'm blessed with but some days those awful thoughts come and it takes over me. I become a zo...

04 October 2014, 02:44 AM
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Intro

"Mistakes are ok to make. Nobody in this world is perfect, we have to feel pain in order to know what happiness feels like. In order for us to love we must love ourselves" I've been told this pretty much my entire life! I've never believed it because "SOON" couldn't come fast enough. WHEN will happiness ever come into my life?? When will this so called PEACE come in my life? Those were the thoughts that ran through my head. I don't have the answers to people's problems because I barely have...

28 September 2014, 04:32 PM
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