i hold on to the pain because that's all i have left
I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best
I was in the winter of my life .. .. And men I met along the way, were my only summer. Night to sleep with visions of myself how dance how to laugh, how to cry them .. Three years towards the infinite world Tour .. .. My memories of them were the only things that kept me .. .. And my only truly happy times. Ever had a dream to become beautiful poet. But due to a series of failures .. . These dreams were broken and scattered, millions of stars in the night sky. Those who wished again ...
I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
do you remember when you told me i’ll never be good enough for anyone that i wasn’t worth you’re time , you’re energy i was on the road to nowhere to nowhere… i was listening for way too long i should know i’m way too strong to let you just lead me on lead me on .