Why do I cut? I am not an old cutter; I would not quite say I am addicted; Last time I counted I had 25... I started in Dec- beginning of Jan. Only when I'm stressed I normally cut... Or when i'm lonely...which is always... I think I hate myself.

06 March 2014, 02:05 AM
11 loves: blaqkn8,crystalmcqueeneygirllove,monstergurl , ...
10 comments: blaqkn8,k_isforkathleen,hurtingmorethanever , ...

Everybody feels pain, and just because others have it worse, should not discount your own. We are given all the pain we can handle... some people are stronger, but some people just want to get out. Fuck this all... I care about you, even though I'm going through pain does not mean that you have any less pain. I would be the girl you look at and say "Fuck that Bitch, she does not know pain... not yet." Look into my eyes, can you see yet? A wise person said the eyes are the doorway to the sou...

06 March 2014, 02:02 AM
4 loves: UniqueGrace,nourula,PariSima , ...

I Want To Die

I want to kill myself. I want to feel pain. I want to bruise my scull until I am unconscious. I want to cut my skin, and bleed and bleed and bleed and bleed and never stop. But I can't... I made a promise. A promise to myself... that I will get better, I will resist temptation... I will be saved. Help.

06 March 2014, 01:48 AM
7 loves: laurastraightup,UniqueGrace,wonderaroundtilidie , ...
4 comments: the_life_of_sitaboo,laurastraightup , ...

Innocence is the lack of knowledge of all the shit in the world; Class is the ability to avoid acting on it. Just because I don't cuss in front of people, and I try to be nice, doesn't mean I am innocent. I wish I was.

03 January 2014, 11:44 PM
5 loves: blaqkn8,caitlinlaurence1,tarynsbipolarlovedrama , ...

I am wounded on the inside, but I am bleeding on the outside.

03 January 2014, 11:39 PM
2 loves: abbeylbominable,bahar_cham

I don't want to die. I want someone there to care about me. The problem is, no one knows whats wrong with me. I don't know whats wrong with me.

04 December 2013, 12:03 AM
168 loves: deserayangel22,kaboom,cchalesse , ...
14 comments: verasdailythoughts,bethiegoesjournalistic,beautiful123dead , ...

Fuck It All

thats all i have to say. Fuck it.

03 December 2013, 11:55 PM
13 loves: this-is-the-life-of-Ashley,cchalesse,this-is-my-soul , ...
3 comments: bethiegoesjournalistic,hurtingmorethanever,k_isforkathleen


This is my first note in my public diary. When you first see me, I would appear to be a happy, healthy, and fun-loving girl. I am very much into beauty, and love shopping and all that @!#$. I get comments all the time that, "Oh I wish I was happy like you!" or, "Oh, but you wouldn't understand, you are so innocent." These comments would not annoy me if they were true; but they instead just go to show how good at pretending I am. I think that the people who laugh and smile the most, hurt the m...

02 December 2013, 05:18 PM
23 loves: cchalesse,this-is-my-soul,reflections , ...
14 comments: lalalala-shut-the-fuck-up,imyours,hurtingmorethanever , ...