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Feelings#01:

It's a storm in my head. I'm confused to death. No light to guide me. Not even the daylight neither the sunlight. It's just that storm all day and all night. And only when its silent, I'll hear the ugly cries of the storm. And only when i close my eyes, I'll witness the black out in that dramatic and confused World of mine.

12 August 2013, 02:58 PM
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Pretence

Tsk, She acted all friendly. It scares me. Because I can never differentiate if its genuine or not. I'm scared of fake-ness,hypocrites in this World.

12 August 2013, 02:47 PM
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The liar, lied, with her lies.

10 August 2013, 06:09 PM
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#hurt107: This is all because...

10 August 2013, 06:07 PM
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#hurt106: 19.07.13

History repeats itself: i I could clearly remember how painful my heart felt. ii I could clearly remember how the tears just flow naturally&the hidden tears that dried up even before flowing out. iii. I could clearly remember how inferior I felt about myself.

10 August 2013, 06:06 PM
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#hurt105: That 1 week;7days;168hours

Me VS Me Me VS Myself Me VS I

10 August 2013, 05:58 PM
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#hurt104: The pain is numb

10 August 2013, 05:53 PM
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#hurt103: the following day

I held it in. I held everything in. I felt lousy. I felt miserable. I felt lonely.

10 August 2013, 05:51 PM
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#hurt102:

That night, i saw the light. I found real friends who shone the light on me. I am really thankful for them. My heroes for that hurtful night.

10 August 2013, 05:34 PM
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#hurt101: 08.07.13

10 August 2013, 05:24 PM
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They say...

>Stop letting people who do so little for you control so much of your mind,feelings and emotions.-Will Smith >Forget the ones that forgot you. >Be proud of your heart.It's been played,stabbed,cheated,burned and broken,but somehow still works. >Sometimes you have to try not to care,no matter how much because,sometimes,you mean nothing to someone who means everything to you.It's not pride.It's called self-respect.

10 August 2013, 05:05 PM
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Be someone you call YOURSELF and or otherwise, MYSELF

-Be true -Be genuine -Be sincere -Be yourself -Be you

10 August 2013, 04:46 PM
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-love-

I love you mum and i'm always missing you.

10 August 2013, 01:00 PM
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My mum, My dearest soul

Mum treated us for lunch & tea today. She also bought our favorite Marks&Spencer's bakeries. Even though our time spent together was less than half a day, it was still the happiest time of our life. I talked to my mum about my troubles today. I'm glad that she's there to hear me out as no one else will be able to understand better other than her. Cos' I'm the closest to her and she's the closest to me. Thanks mum for everything!

10 August 2013, 12:33 PM
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"An unforgivable mistake"

You can't just walk in to someone's life, messed up with it & walk out as if nothing ever happen. It's just wrong,loser.

10 August 2013, 06:44 AM
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#02:Fake friends

When I mind-mapped fake friends, the sub. is the one who walks in and walks out of our life- the "part-time" friend. The times spent together looked as if its a total waste of time. Imagine how much time you've wasted on that part-time friend,aka fake friend. To them, are we just a pile of shit for you to step on? For you to walk over it when you know I'm there? Or are we that pile of shit who appeared out of the blue, for you to mock at?

10 August 2013, 06:39 AM
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#01:Fake friends

I totally should have this mindset right now. I mean I NEED THIS to get in my head. It's really dumb to still think about them when you know that they are fake and not treating you genuinely. Maybe at times like this, its not about fighting for your rights. Cos' there's no such thing. This is reality. I'm really curious of how their friendship life will turn out later in life. I'm really curious if these fake friends actually know that they are fake... or do they not?

10 August 2013, 06:23 AM
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A Gift for All

Some friends are like gifts while some are like a quiz or a mystery, to give you problems and then leave you to solve it on your own. If that's the case, i rather friends on earth be gifts. So then no one will get hurt and no one will be left all alone heartbroken. Friends as "gifts" are for us to appreciate them and cherish them. So that there will be more friends instead of enemies. So that there will be more harmony instead of disharmony. So that there will be more peace instead of wa...

10 August 2013, 06:06 AM
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Irony #101:

My best friends are my worst friends.

10 August 2013, 05:43 AM
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