I'm feeling so lost, so empty. Life is passing by and I feel like an observant, watching it flow. I'm so so scared. I scream from the deepest place within me but no one seems to listen or even really care. Why doesn't anyone listen? why do they not understand ? This pain is so deep, I feel it and it is constant, just like a very bad headache that won't go away, however in this case I think it has free will . . If it wanted it could drown me.