28/01/2018

I'm feeling so lost, so empty. Life is passing by and I feel like an observant, watching it flow. I'm so so scared. I scream from the deepest place within me but no one seems to listen or even really care. Why doesn't anyone listen? why do they not understand ? This pain is so deep, I feel it and it is constant, just like a very bad headache that won't go away, however in this case I think it has free will . . If it wanted it could drown me.

31 January 2018, 09:43 PM
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Today

Today I feel tired, unappreciated, exhausted, lonely and a little bit crazy. Why do I have to put up with life when I have been through so much...I have been kicked around and my soul has become something I am not completely able to understand. I care so much and it hurts, everything within me hurts. I wish I could be an imbecile or some manic lunatic and not care. . .Not for anything nor anyone. How perfect would my life be if I was simple unaware of my suffering? I feel so tired, everyda...

06 January 2018, 04:42 PM
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One's Self

I am a 26 yo Portuguese person I am also a nurse and a wife and a mother but mostly a person. So you can understand my story, I will give you a brief summary, I have been through a miscarriage that broke my first marriage, I managed to find happiness again with my now husband, I got pregnant I had my beautiful baby whilst I was on my second year in nursing school. When he was only 2 yo I moved to the uk as there were no jobs at all.. so me my husband and my son had to go..I had an amazing exp...

06 January 2018, 06:18 AM
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