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GOSH, i make a mistake,. You can guess anything but I aint tell ya. Latey, I'm on a point that feeling such a terrible . I know a lot of people have done this but..... it's still simply, something risky, perilous. I'm not doin it alone, but with my boyfie. and I can say that this time i'm the one whom completely idiot. I'm trying not to regret what I've done. because its such a waste of time. I'm anxious about myself. Do I can get through this shame? I wish I can. and I wish nothing happens t...

30 October 2014, 04:29 AM
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Hello >,<

again, im on the period of time when I finally can settle and open all my social media that I have such as tumblr, twitter, blog and obviously this one, and start to write a thing haha, lately, Ive been overwhelmed with every single aspect in my life. those are relationship, education and my work. hmmm It seems like my life change quite a lot huh? hmm the answer is yes. and I'm gonna tell you later Key to make it more mysterious and anw right now Im kinda working on, finishing my housework, i...

12 June 2014, 06:11 PM
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happiness project

"A 'happiness project' is an approach to changing your life. First is the preparation stage, when you identify what brings you joy, satisfaction, and engagement, and also what brings you guilt, anger, boredom, and remorse. Second is the making of resolutions, when you identify the concrete actions that will boost your happiness. Then comes the interesting part: keeping your resolution." -Gretchen Rubin

11 February 2014, 02:58 PM
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from hurt to healing

I wonder if every single person can be hurt. Yes they are, and they used to take a respon on it, would it be wisely or something jerk. we're not the only one walking around with hurts. We need the ability to look beyond the hurt for good. We can runaway, solve it properly, or choose to still be hurt. We all have power. God has given us the most great blessing, to be a human. We can feel, we have power, Including to heal. to heal our self, to learn something, to be better, to think, and to liv...

02 February 2014, 02:07 PM
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January, 2014

Well, these are my january photos :> people I met, and my selfies :)))

30 January 2014, 06:43 PM
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Success

Do you ever measure "success" in your life? Do you? Or do you make an instant definition that success is:happy. I learnt today that people are struggling so hard to get those success thing. We go to school, compete with many people to get the college we want, we need to kick as, to be capable, to be smart. In order to see that terminology, everybody have different definition for 'success'. Mine, Success is happiness, peace, can get along with this cruel world, absolutely money, be a useful pe...

29 January 2014, 09:47 AM
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Well, its that time of year again... Semester break is hereee guysss.. And from books and papers now I'm dealing with bed, tv, and such lovely thing to do. More time for being home..... meet peoples that we barely meet... Ah this is my fav time of the year. But As a college student this break is not only a holidays kind of thing... but also a waiting for the GPA this semester will be announced. And that kinda... scaryyyy.. you know what i mean--- An I'm soooo curious about my GPA yet also not...

28 January 2014, 09:42 AM
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Monday Morning

I've been so busy lately... going through stuffs like always.. there was always stuffs I can't escape. Problems going on... mm and its officially personal. Luckily, I'm going to be busy maybe for the next couple weeks or more. It aint kidding. Its simply make my holiday become productive, in a good way. But I looking up to meet someone in this holiday. It's you, if only you reading this, My love.... I've been missing you so hard. and speaking of our long distance relationship and it's looked...

27 January 2014, 02:01 AM
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Respect

There goes time when your interest and needs and desire don't get approximately equal to your partner needs... Then you can be not satisfied. Even if somebody doesnt respect your needs, you must. At the very least that person will have new respect for you if you do. Speak the simple, kind truth, speak up for your own interest . Hmmm, it isn't that easy. Well I guess that problem could be solved as we can get along and be patience. be pure, more or less by it self, it will be cure...

21 January 2014, 03:58 PM
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Peace yo (If only this is easy to do as it's easy to write)

Do you ever put you highest expectations on something or somebody? Well, when things wont work out well, you end up to being grieving all over everything.Who can we lay on when we have this situation. I bet God is the one. It's pretty much my thing, I've got disappointed a lot, by many things. and I know everybody does. Keep calm people...., stay peace. then rebuild our dream. Be strong, and believe ;) !

20 January 2014, 06:07 PM
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I'm having my semester break right now, so I can ruin my sleep schedule. Just like what I'm doing right now. It's 1 o'clock in the morning, it's an ordinary midnight but I'm planning to have a little walk or run this morning... The fact is I am a sleepyhead that usually wake up late. Just wait until I figure out whether my big plan would be reality or just in my agenda

20 January 2014, 05:17 PM
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an Instinct

I know that we all have instinct. In order to get what we want, we usually striking anything, and using our instinct. this world today is so cruel as it seems. And you better watch out for the one you care. the one you love. there always be a huge temptation for anyone. So it's all end up to a choice, whether we want to be a nice one, or all of the sudden, we can just be a killing machine for any time....

18 January 2014, 09:34 AM
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I'm not handicapped, I'm just lazy :))

The greatest thing that I really want to have right now is to get a higher GPA for this semester. Exam is not a stranger in college life, and last exam, it's not pretty much relieving. Tomorrow is my exam. But getting out of bed and being fully awake, why is it so hard to do? -____- wkwk what should I do now? Dear myself, can you stop procrastinating, pleaseee:">

06 January 2014, 06:51 AM
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Start Over

hey diary.com ! I;m glad that you meet me again in another version of me, another year, another account as well. I used to have an account on diary.com but unfortunately I forgot my password. It seems like my account is error too though, so I felt like I want to write here again, so, I need to begin again. Anyway, since today is still a couple starter days of 2014, it's preety much I haven't done anything big in this year yet. It's another beginning kiddo. and I have no resolutions after al...

05 January 2014, 02:38 PM
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