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"7 PEOPLE I'D RATHER DISMISS AND IGNORE FOR GOOD INSTEAD OF ARGUING WITH IN 2019"

I have to admit; I’m not too crazy about debates. I used to and I’d do a whole lot more to fight for what I believe in. It wouldn’t matter if people hated my guts for it. Well, I still don’t care if they still do. I just choose my battles wisely. Instead of wasting my precious time and energy arguing with people who are not even worth it, I prefer dismissing and ignoring them completely. I know that sounds cold, though. However, for the sake of my own mental health, I know that sometimes I ...

02 February 2019, 05:07 AM
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"I'LL NEVER BE YOU"

I’m not sorry for keeping my distance from the very beginning You’ve already showed me your false courtesy your later cold hostility You may be the life of the party Many guys might find you sexy Perhaps I do have the slight envy However, I’ll never be you I don’t even want to I ain’t got nothing to prove You may interrupt rudely the conversation between him and me running your fingers through his hair and jaw disregarding my whole existence as you demand for his attention I know he’s no...

24 January 2019, 12:19 PM
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"THANK YOU, BUDDY!"

Hi, I never thought you’d suddenly greet me on social media. We haven't talked in like, ages. You're busy there, and so am I here. "Do you know something?" you suddenly asked, cheerfully. "We have been friends for 12 years, you know. Never expected this, huh? " True, I thought. I still remember when we first met. We met in one of the community sites for students around the world. At that time, I was a 25-year-old freelance blogger and writer who was still looking for a permanent job in Jaka...

22 January 2019, 08:40 AM
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"THANK YOU, BUDDY!"

Hi, I never thought you’d suddenly greet me on social media. We haven't talked in like, ages. You're busy there, and so am I here. "Do you know something?" you suddenly asked, cheerfully. "We have been friends for 12 years, you know. Never expected this, huh? " True, I thought. I still remember when we first met. We met in one of the community sites for students around the world. At that time, I was a 25-year-old freelance blogger and writer who was still looking for a permanent job in Jaka...

22 January 2019, 08:40 AM
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"I'M NOT HER"

You’ll probably see me an offbeat character at this party a plain, simple girl-next-door wondering what she could possibly offer What? Who?? No, no way I’m wondering if you do see me like I see you too the one who’s not really into this crowd a phone in your hand, so distracted I love how we talk ‘cause I’d love to interact Perhaps we both stand out slightly detached from this current crowd Still, I’m not her I’m not insecure nor a slut-shamer I’m just not into being flirtatious not even t...

20 January 2019, 05:41 AM
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"I'M NOT HER"

You’ll probably see me an offbeat character at this party a plain, simple girl-next-door wondering what she could possibly offer What? Who?? No, no way I’m wondering if you do see me like I see you too the one who’s not really into this crowd a phone in your hand, so distracted I love how we talk ‘cause I’d love to interact Perhaps we both stand out slightly detached from this current crowd Still, I’m not her I’m not insecure nor a slut-shamer I’m just not into being flirtatious not even t...

20 January 2019, 05:41 AM
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"THE EX-GUARDIAN OF THE ISOLATED CASTLE AND THE HANDSOME SCHOLAR"

The Ex-Guardian of The Isolated Castle had had a second thought about attending a party in town that Sunday evening. Not only she was penniless (which had been her financial state lately), but she was also tired. She had a lot of work to catch up with (including her freelance stuff, slightly lagging behind.) However, when her friend Lady Love notified her by an electronic message that she’d pick her up at seven, The Ex-Guardian agreed and thought: This will be interesting. Apparently, it had ...

19 January 2019, 01:16 PM
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"THE MONSTER'S CHILD"

“Come on, we’re getting married anyway. My parents would like to see your mother.” Cold sweat started on her skin. He looked concerned and upset at the same time. She drew in a sharp breath before responding in panic: “No, forget it. Bad idea.” “What do you mean?” He was now exasperated. “Hon, she’s your own mother.” “You won’t get it.” “Then, help me to understand.” “You can’t!” With that, she burst in tears and ran away. She was relieved that he wasn’t chasing after her – demanding an answe...

11 January 2019, 04:18 PM
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"SPOILED"

I’m surprised with how long you’re still alive, despite being sluggish a king in an imaginary castle That’s quite a jigsaw puzzle It’s not all about you You know damn well it’s true Others have stuff to do Why don’t you do something too? A spoiled old brat Laziness has turned you bad Stop being everybody’s burden Grow up and work your own, even if you have to scrape your fingers all the way to the bones... R.

03 January 2019, 11:44 AM
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"SPOILED"

I’m surprised with how long you’re still alive, despite being sluggish a king in an imaginary castle That’s quite a jigsaw puzzle It’s not all about you You know damn well it’s true Others have stuff to do Why don’t you do something too? A spoiled old brat Laziness has turned you bad Stop being everybody’s burden Grow up and work your own, even if you have to scrape your fingers all the way to the bones... R.

03 January 2019, 11:44 AM
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"NOTES ABOUT AND TO ANYONE OR NO ONE IN PARTICULAR"

What do I normally do when my mind starts wandering around? I try to trap some of my thoughts – especially those I find most important – in my writing. Of course, you won’t be too surprised. I did have my “Dear Diary” moments as a teenage girl. Some people may still assume that writing a journal is just a girl thing, but we all know it’s not true. Just like me, some people do feel the need to document their thoughts and feelings this way. It’s just as simple as that. I’m probably just one of ...

31 December 2018, 03:22 AM
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"WHAT I'LL LEAVE IN 2018"

Ask me not about the bastard who’d made this heart nothing but a toy my emotions, his sickest joy Don’t you seriously dare say I’m just playing the victim because I’m still here rising from humiliation From you nor anyone, I need no judgment Pray that from me, the creep shall stay away in 2019 I want to be free from such forsaken memories about that prick in 2018... R.

29 December 2018, 11:07 AM
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"TO THE LAST BIT OF 2018"

Wow. Time flies before your eyes. As cliche as that sounds, what are you going to do about that, huh? Not much, sadly. You can’t stop time. All you’ve got to do is roll with it. There are plenty you can still do for the last bit of 2018 here. For starters, your unfinished business. The bad news is, you’ll always have them somehow – whether you like it or not. They could be your unrealised goals or plans this year. They could also be your long-term projects gone overdue. Then suddenly, you sta...

29 December 2018, 12:17 AM
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"TO THE LAST BIT OF 2018"

Wow. Time flies before your eyes. As cliche as that sounds, what are you going to do about that, huh? Not much, sadly. You can’t stop time. All you’ve got to do is roll with it. There are plenty you can still do for the last bit of 2018 here. For starters, your unfinished business. The bad news is, you’ll always have them somehow – whether you like it or not. They could be your unrealised goals or plans this year. They could also be your long-term projects gone overdue. Then suddenly, you sta...

29 December 2018, 12:17 AM
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"THE KILLJOY"

Being the first in line doesn’t mean it’s always fine You’re not always the priority left to just wait and see I’m not bitter yet I know better what you choose to ignore I’d better be out the door R.

25 December 2018, 03:56 AM
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"THE KILLJOY"

Being the first in line doesn’t mean it’s always fine You’re not always the priority left to just wait and see I’m not bitter yet I know better what you choose to ignore I’d better be out the door R.

25 December 2018, 03:56 AM
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"THE WAKE-UP CALL FOR THE WORKAHOLICS"

What makes one workaholic? The reasons may vary. Some just love the work itself. It’s what makes them feel alive. To some others, they love the money more. They may not always like the job and other types of work they do, though. What keeps them on the job is the thought (and perhaps the possibility) of earning more. Some others become workaholics to escape their current agony. Whether it’s a heartbreak, the death of someone they love, or even the loss of money. (No, I’m not kidding on the la...

24 December 2018, 08:32 AM
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"THE WAKE-UP CALL FOR THE WORKAHOLICS"

What makes one workaholic? The reasons may vary. Some just love the work itself. It’s what makes them feel alive. To some others, they love the money more. They may not always like the job and other types of work they do, though. What keeps them on the job is the thought (and perhaps the possibility) of earning more. Some others become workaholics to escape their current agony. Whether it’s a heartbreak, the death of someone they love, or even the loss of money. (No, I’m not kidding on the la...

24 December 2018, 08:32 AM
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"BUSY"

The grip of reality slowly taking over me away from my real hobbies all in the name of making more money I know I’m busy There’s got to be a way to do what I love to be who I am write what I know Still struggling for the space for my own creativity before it’s slowly erased by this busy reality... R.

22 December 2018, 03:14 PM
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"THE BRUTAL HONESTY VERSUS STEREOTYPING"

Let’s just admit it; stereotyping is hard to tackle. Generalising is always there, whether we’d like to admit it or not. Trying to fight it off is as difficult as forcing a lion to go vegan. We experience this everywhere – every day of our lives. It doesn’t matter which gender, race, creed, religion, nation, or else. Some are simply mean-spirited, literally trying to bring you (and your kind?) down. Some are just upset with what some certain people do and simplify the matter, categorising t...

21 December 2018, 12:11 PM
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