19/12/2014 18:14

School just called.. My mom was so dissapointed in me.. I don't want to let anyone down but it's so hard... I just miss my dad and it's hard to concentrate at grades and school. I want him to come back so badly. Why did he make the decision to leave me?

18 December 2014, 05:15 PM
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8/12/2014 22:21

Another exhausting day today.. Started the day well but as the day started I became more grumpy.. And it, as usual, ended with me laying in my bed and crying. Great! I wanted to talk someone so badly and then I realized I've got nobody to call. I do have my sisters, I know but when I ask them for help I feel bad because they're going through the same thing as I am. I just want someone that helps me or supports me so badly. I want someone who I can actually call at 2am! Not another friend that...

07 December 2014, 09:21 PM
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6/12/2014 18:09

Today was one of those days where I felt horrible. I felt like Eleanore was letting me down. Like she doesn't care about my feelings. I thought that after I decided that I should tell her about the fact that I'm convinced that I'm depressed that she would care a little bit more. Well, she did. For a day or two. My old friends ditched me but I learned to accept all that. I'm fine by myself you know.. I can handle it on my own. At least that what I make myself believe all the time. Is all this...

05 December 2014, 05:09 PM
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