IM WRITING A BOOK

babys please help me by reading my first chapter!!!!!

23 February 2017, 05:47 AM
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my insecurity will be the death of me

24 October 2016, 04:42 AM
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bad habits are hard to break. and even though i keep coming back to you. you arent my worsyt my worst habit is hurting myself. its having anxiety in situations that are suppose to be fun. its convincing myself that people who saysthey like me are lying. its telling myself that i dont deserve happiness. its pushing away nice people. its being anti social and then complaining about being lonely My worst habit is self sabotage

17 October 2016, 02:23 AM
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iM a HuRricanE

15 October 2016, 10:04 PM
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I write about the sex i don't have. the drugs i don't do. the love i don't have and the happiness that isn't there..

15 October 2016, 10:03 PM
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i hope i'll have at least some self-control around you tomorrow.

15 October 2016, 05:15 AM
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you have a familiar face but i don't know you anymore your smile comforts me but your words seem foreign we use to be close but i don't know you anymore

13 October 2016, 03:24 AM
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You expect me to be thankful because you are trying to put me back together... but you were the one who broke me.

13 October 2016, 03:20 AM
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Your body fell apart as i touched it. cracking under my lips were raw and your eyes no longer held light the way they use to you were broken and I wanted to I wanted so desperately for you to be who you were when i first met you. no happy. but who really is ? but not miserable nothing like this I wanted to hold you once again without the fear of chipping off your skin.

12 October 2016, 05:12 AM
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Sex: The only language we know how to speak

Sex was the language we spoke Because their was no real communication This way you were blind to all the parts of me that I didn't want you to see I liked it better when your head was between my thighs This way I knew what was coming from your mouth wasn't lies If your hands are going to end up around my neck i'd rather it now than in a fight Because when my clothes are off I am desensitized to everything but you And actions are up for interpretations I can pretend the numbness you...

11 October 2016, 02:31 AM
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once again I am in a position where I want to believe you but I don't know if I can.

08 October 2016, 06:35 PM
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I don't know why I keep doing this to myself

08 October 2016, 04:00 AM
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Today the boy who isn't allowed to love me grabbed my face and got really close to me. He held me in his hands and looked me in the eyes and i swore i thought we were going to kiss. we stayed like this for a really long time and I have no idea why. this is my dirty little secret because I cannot tell anyone. especially my besy friend

07 October 2016, 04:28 AM
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Why do I do things that I know are going to hurt me in the long run? sometimes I just feel so indestructible able but I still have a sense of mortality and social awareness.

05 October 2016, 03:11 AM
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You like challenges but there is a difference between chasing a dream and accepting that there are just some things that you will never obtain. You have to learn the difference between having friendly competition with yourself and pushing yourself to a breaking point. You can't make him like you And you will never like Celery no matter how hard you try. You can study all night and math still won't make any sense. You can hate every inch of you and try your hardest to fix something that isn...

04 October 2016, 04:56 AM
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Daddy Issues.

A father's love is very important. It is the first love a girl ever has. A father is the first man a girl looks up to . He is the one that shows his daughter how women should be treated. Without this bond. Without this love a daughter never learns. She will be sexual active before she is ready to be. She will seek approval in other men. She'll fall for boys who aren't nice to her because she doesn't know it any other way. She'll think yelling is normal because she grew up in a household full ...

02 October 2016, 05:13 PM
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I said " I don't want to ruin the moment but do you still like that other girl?" you didn't look me in the eyes but you shook your head and said " a little.eh, not really." I said " because you know I like you. I'm not saying you have to like me back but i also don't want to feel like I'm being used." you promised me that I wasn't and kissed me. I believe you. I think. Maybe. I asked you if it was just because we had just hooked up. You said no . MY lips feel raw from kissing you for so long....

02 October 2016, 06:36 AM
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how can you hold my hand and say her name?

30 September 2016, 03:53 AM
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perfect day. wrong boy. well right boy. wrong timing.

28 September 2016, 04:38 AM
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I've been doing some hardcore research in order to figure out when this all started. I thought it started on August 11th at a friends birthday party but as i look through this blog i am realizing that I've been feeling this way for a while. The only difference is that it wasn't everyday. It started sometime in may or June but it happened rarely. Then it happened weekly and then out of nowhere it happened and i just never got out of it.

26 September 2016, 02:50 AM
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