I've literally been so out of it that I haven't even been on here.
today is the first time in a long time that I walked I in front of a car and thought " Itsokay if it hits me "
right now i want to say that i dont want to live...but i wont...i dont want to live like this
theres more to life than sleeping in and getting high with you
My body is not your toy
I dont even feel like a person anymore. im just a pair of eyes
I felt so empty in a situation that was meant to feel so filling.
I absolutely hate feeling nothing. you must be real broken in order to feel empty when you are suppose to be having fun. Im tired of pretending im having fun and im tired of pretending im okay when im not
We talked on the phone today.it was about homework but still... we all start somewhere
hello 2 new followers ;)
Its funny because I'm either an egotistic bitch or a self loathing coward... there is no in between.
We are taught when we are little that the only thing separating us from objects are emotions which is why It is had to not objectify yourself when you feel nothing inside.
Someone help me . I'm miserable.
I've been gaining followers on here... so hi, hello, thanks for following <3
I made a mistake!!! last summer i got back together with a horrible boy and hurt an amazing one. I chose the wrong one!!! and now hes in a relationship