I asked my mom if i can start going to therapy again.
Nothing makes you realize how depressed you are as sitting in a limo with all of your friends while your feel good jam is on and all you can do is cry.
I was trying to write here everyday but just like everything else in my life i fucked up.but for the most part life has been good because I hung out with my best friend
I choose to self destruct a little bit everyday in hopes that one day I'll be a brand new me. someone that you have never touched.
Nobody knows I feel this way. Its like a secret... but not the good kind.
My steps to turn a shitty day into a good day: Step 1: go out by yourself ( i live in the city so i took the bus but go on a walk or drive somewhere) Step 2: drink tea ( i went to Starbucks and got the pink drink) Step 3: explore( i went into am Asian bakery and then an Indian mini mall because i knew i wouldn't see anyone i know and its a new experience) step 4: try on expensive clothes or clothes that make you look like a bad bitch. Taking cute selfies is optional but highly recommende...
i chose to self destruct a little bit everyday.
I have been waiting all day for you to text me. You are my hope.My only hope to help me get over him.Please I need this.