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Applications are now open to apply to be my shoulder to cry on, immediate start available.

09 December 2013, 10:50 AM
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ergh

all my posts are about love ... ew

09 November 2013, 12:53 PM
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It just happens.

There's something about me that I always get too close to the people that i had no intention of doing and then i'm the one that ends up falling ... not my friend that's actually interested in him. I feel bad but sometimes i see it as a sign. I apologize to any girl that i have taken their boy away from them, I don't notice it happening until I get to the point where I know its wrong. I can say I really hate love but yet I crave it.

09 November 2013, 12:52 PM
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you're clueless

You my not know this but I know a lot about you without me sounding like a creep. You cant expect me to completely forget about you after we made history ... I still remember important dates in your life that mean everything to you. I still remember who you really are so if you ever over think that no one does then think again but just deeper this time. All i'm trying to say is that i'm always here for you, even if we had our ups and downs. in conclusion ... I still love and care about you. :*

09 November 2013, 03:15 AM
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Twisted.

Just one more hour until I go back into reality but now less hours of talking to the one that makes me feel wanted, the one that picks me back up when I have fallen. By the end of it all I hit my pillow, now its just hours closer to 1 year living without my nana. I really miss you <3

09 November 2013, 02:51 AM
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What now.

I ended up being that person I said I would never be and now i'm slowly loosing my mind.

09 November 2013, 02:43 AM
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<3

I love him not you. soz not soz ...

08 November 2013, 12:59 PM
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Reputation

no one knows me as well as you think you do, just saying.

08 November 2013, 12:45 PM
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Brain Dump - whats on my mind

I have him on my mind only because I have him constantly everywhere I go. My Nana because when I feel alone I believe she sits next to me just for my sake of company. Needing to apologize to my mum. I'm sorry that I have let you down, i'm sorry that I don't show you how much I love you, sorry for not kissing you on the cheek at night to tell you I love you just so you know i'm okay. The hate for myself and not knowing how it arrived in the first place. Trying to find my happy place again wit...

08 November 2013, 12:42 PM
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yup.

07 November 2013, 11:12 AM
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Erase me

Kick me to the curb and leave me there and throw me over board and let me sink to the sea bed. all I have ever done is hate on myself lately and I would have never imagined me doing it but I can still smile at the fact I haven't completely f*cked up ... yet. I guess in a way its a matter of time to get it right or the matter of time to let go, erase everything and start over.

07 November 2013, 10:53 AM
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Moving on by moving back

[Insert your perspective of here] :')

06 November 2013, 12:09 PM
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Drake

One name can bring along million memories and wonder why we drifted apart in the first place but i guess we both at least had our reasons. I thought i had no one but i had you all along. I know this sounds cheesy but whatevs. x

06 November 2013, 12:05 PM
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The "Leech"

It comes to a point in time where you get attached to someone or something. Right now, you have no idea how annoying it is and how frustrated it is to constantly hear all the bullsh*t and you never take action. I have had the worst days from what you had caused and while i'm at it ... I've moved on. I admit to the fact I don't regret it but moving on is what I had done and I had no idea it will come but it did so you have to accept it as it happened for a reason.

06 November 2013, 12:00 PM
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Green Bottles <3

Now I'm stuck inside this motion I cannot control Feels like the waves of the ocean On top of me roll So can I come up for air There must be somebody swimming near To pull me up I can't breathe down here Well, just long enough that I lose my fear That I won't come up again How I'll sink to the bottom of what I am At least I'll go down with a drink in my hand Maybe that was the problem it all began, whoa Said, I'm addicted and I can't change The path I walk, it remains the same, mm, mm But i...

06 November 2013, 11:48 AM
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Xavier Connor (wannabe drake) ;)

If you are reading this just know that you are never gonna find out about the letter. even though you may of got your guessing right ? you will never know. <3 p.s you are on weird mofo' that I miss being around ;)

06 November 2013, 09:27 AM
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trust issues

I'm surrounded by many but at the same time I feel so alone. I wish there was only one ... one person that I could tell everything to, one person that I can call my best friend but as of this generation its hard to find at least one overall.

06 November 2013, 09:20 AM
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untitled

Running away seems like the best you could do to make things easier, but you're making it hard on yourself. All this time I had been running but I realize that I still am. I would hide all my feelings inside just waiting for one day ... one moment to suddenly break but I run. I run until I push people away because I can't confess. Its madness ... I can be quiet for the ones I run from but loud for the ones who seem to care until the quiet has lurked.

06 November 2013, 08:14 AM
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Who is She ?

She was the definition of innocence She is the type that never said no She over thinks She became apart of drama and felt like it was right for her to fit in to the teenage world She knew she was wrong She is confident but at the same time ... shy She has always been known as the little yet big girl She has a name that most people know of but not popular She goes by the name Taylor Ngata She is Me and .... She will continue

23 October 2013, 12:26 PM
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Us

when you left I found the good in goodbye but that good didn't last long. I can admit that I miss you and us, but it isn't that "us" that you can expect. Not us when we kissed, the us when we would go to campfires, us taking walks through the park, us holding hands not the us as a couple. I miss the us as friends. keeping it friend zoned, we loved and we crushed each other but rebuilding is what I can only ask for with you. But now I guess we have moved on to others and we no longer exist to ...

22 October 2013, 11:22 AM
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