understanding

it's so frustrating because no one seems to understand me, except maybe my parents, but all my friends don't know what's going on inside and when i try and tell them they fucking think it's amusing or funny or say that my goals are set too high. it's frustrating because there's something i want and i need and i want to achieve, and they think i won't survive with that goal or won't be able to do it, it's actually argh, i can't stand it.

22 May 2014, 07:36 AM
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Confused about someone..

fuck typing so formally, i don't know what got into me for first two posts lol makes me sound like such a prissy bitch. argh. so i used to have, pretty much a perfect relationship with this guy. he was my world, he was my light, he was everything. but i moved schools, and had phases where i couldn't get over him, and to try and get over him, i'd have feelings for someone else for a while, and then they would go away. it's frustrating, because he's going to be one of those guys i'll, probabl...

19 May 2014, 01:44 PM
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Exams. ):

So I have half yearly exams, two weeks from now. I know that I understand my content, that I'll do okay. But okay isn't enough for me. I honestly want to move schools, and in order to kind of ensure my place there, I need to come first overall in a subject. Mind you.. that's very difficult to do.. But I think I can do it. I've learnt not to put myself down. Ever since I started hanging around with the people I do now, I've become a lot more positive, and self controlled. I want a first in...

19 May 2014, 01:27 PM
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First Ever Entry?

I've honestly never written in a diary properly before. Well I have once, but that didn't end too nicely - my brother found it and read it and argh. I'm fourteen, turning fifteen, and I know I'm better off than others, but there's just so many things that are bothering me, stressing me out, frustrating me. I moved to a new school this year, and honestly - I didn't even want to come to this school. So you see, in New South Wales, Australia, there are these special schools called Academically ...

19 May 2014, 01:17 PM
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